kozmikgirl

I just wrote someone a "sorry I have neglected our friendship" letter. I haven't spoke to him in a long while & when I see him sometimes in this small little town I have ended up acting all weird & shy. I miss him. I added my new number to the email. Maybe he will forgive me.

I have another friendship dilema I must deal with too. I don't know what to do about her yet though.

I have neglected many friendships. I feel like I need to repair some of these old friendships soon. I need to get it back to good with them.

I just got a call from my friend April. She said she felt so bad for me & my sadness about little Miss Belle & that she had told her co-worker about my sadness. Now they both want to buy me a new kitty together, if I ever want to get a new one. How fucking sweet that?

I probably will want a new girl. Probably in the next 6 months. I will take my time & pick her from the Human Society. However, she will be totally checked for diabetes... I just can't watch a third cat die from diabetes.

Right now though I just need to miss Belle. I want to miss her & cry about her. She was a special girl. I just can't replace her just like that. It just wouldn't be fair to her or to the new girl. Or to me.