kozmikgirl

I went for a walk tonight. I was hoping to see more Christmas lights since I seemed to miss the whole Christmas spirit thing because of everything that happened. But even though everyone had them still up, only 4 houses had them on. That was good enough & it did make me smile.

While I walked I thought of everything that happened & decided that the worst was over. I breathed a sigh of relieve that I can have day after day of normalcy & boredom again. I thanked the universe for my first day of what I hoped was day after day of just nothing. Just plain, boring days with no drama or heartbreak. I thought the universe heard me & smiled as I felt thankful.

Then I came home & sprained my back. I am having to crawl to do everything. I am in extreme pain. My son had to gather me up 3 times already from the floor (once from outside) because I couldn't make it. I took an Aleve... it seems to have "aleve"iated most of the pain, har har... but this still sucks ass. I have done this before. It really sucks.

And after my last 6 weeks, can you even believe this? It is just plain funny at this point.