CHANGE
The site page is all messed up. Grrrr... it is driving me nuts. I suspect it was done on purpose. I keep having to re-adjust it to see anything & then re-re-adjust it everytime I go to another page on the site, it just won't fit in my window nice & pretty like back in the day (aka 2 days ago ha ha)
My hand is cramping up from all this re-adjusting. Grrrr.
I fear change, man, I fear change.
ASSHOLE
On another note, I let someone down. I was so tired, I couldn't do what I had to do. I feel like an asshole.
EX's
My ex is staying with me for awhile. He is between places & we are still close friends, so I said he should crash here until whenever. He is the perfect roomy. He is polite & does anything I ask & he makes me laugh everyday.
Everything is going so nicely with him. It wasn't going well at all for afew days because I really need more alone time & silence then most people just to function. But, I am getting used to the daily interactions & since he is so great at letting me have my space when I need it, it is all working out pretty well now.
He is fucking adorable & it sucks. I was perfectly happy not falling for anyone. Fucking ex's.
However, I have made it clear that if we want to explore these feeling we have for each other & go down the dating/relationship road again, that I prefer to do it after he is living elsewhere. I think that is best for both of us right now.
The site page is all messed up. Grrrr... it is driving me nuts. I suspect it was done on purpose. I keep having to re-adjust it to see anything & then re-re-adjust it everytime I go to another page on the site, it just won't fit in my window nice & pretty like back in the day (aka 2 days ago ha ha)
My hand is cramping up from all this re-adjusting. Grrrr.
I fear change, man, I fear change.
ASSHOLE
On another note, I let someone down. I was so tired, I couldn't do what I had to do. I feel like an asshole.
EX's
My ex is staying with me for awhile. He is between places & we are still close friends, so I said he should crash here until whenever. He is the perfect roomy. He is polite & does anything I ask & he makes me laugh everyday.
Everything is going so nicely with him. It wasn't going well at all for afew days because I really need more alone time & silence then most people just to function. But, I am getting used to the daily interactions & since he is so great at letting me have my space when I need it, it is all working out pretty well now.
He is fucking adorable & it sucks. I was perfectly happy not falling for anyone. Fucking ex's.
However, I have made it clear that if we want to explore these feeling we have for each other & go down the dating/relationship road again, that I prefer to do it after he is living elsewhere. I think that is best for both of us right now.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
The change with the comment page really had me going for awhile.
I agree with Metaverse... you are not an asshole. You are a human. We get tired and want to get some rest. That doesn't make us assholes.
The decision with your ex sounds like a good one. Hope things work out how ever is best for you.
thanks again!
rick