Today. Just so awful... the kind of awful that you just can't bring yourself to talk about outloud to anyone... for a long time...
I want to lay in my bed & rest, but then what would distract me from the images of this day?
Why when I have a good day I don't feel so much like sharing, but if my day was bad I have to get right on here or on the phone & say so?
You may not know it, but I actually do have good days too. Just not today.
I want to lay in my bed & rest, but then what would distract me from the images of this day?
Why when I have a good day I don't feel so much like sharing, but if my day was bad I have to get right on here or on the phone & say so?
You may not know it, but I actually do have good days too. Just not today.VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
big hug for you. hope you get to feeling more like yourself soon sweety!!! i worry about you...
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hopefully tomorrow will be a start of a better week ...
it sounds to me like you want to beat yourself up for complaining and not shouting out about the joy in your life - that is ok since it sounds like you are having a lot of crappy days ...
just know that those of us you are getting to know and care about you will be here whatever you care to share ... the joy will be great when it sneaks out but that does not mean that I for one is not willing to listen when you feel the need to vent your pain & frustrations ..
here a hug m'lady - I hope it helps