Tuesday Nov 01, 2005

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Ok, here is the rest! (see yesterday's journal for the first 11)

12. I still check to see if my son is breathing every night before I go to bed (he is 14 yrs old).

12. I am really paranoid about the number 13.

14. I am allergic to aspirin, percocet, nitrous oxide & aspartame... oh, & of course mold & pollen (isn't everyone though?).

15. I trust my son.

16. I once had a boyfriend who went on Judge Judy... it was really funny because she yelled at him & said something to the effect that he looked like a shady type of person. He is not anywhere close to being a "shady" type of person, not even close. Ha ha biggrin

17. I wish I had a good singing voice, but I definitely DO NOT.

18. I am very ashamed of the fact that I have 6 disorders/conditions & one incurable disease (none of which are contagious, by the way). I have often wondered if I just spit it out & be open about it (like I am doing now) that maybe I will feel better about all this stuff. It is pretty awful to live like this, it is a constant juggling act just to feel halfway human. I am also really having a hard time understanding that these things are just a part of me & not my entire identity. That is the main reason why I haven't started dating since my last breakup this summer, although I really have a strong desire for love & romance & all that kind of bullshit.

19. Because of all that ^^ I have only felt well enough to function like a normal human being for 2 days out of the last 31.

20. I can't believe I just told you all about that ^^(18 & 19). I have been stewing about this & keeping this to myself for a very long time.
VIEW 24 of 24 COMMENTS
missmyla:
Post-Thanksgiving Potluck Dinner! Let me know if you can/want to come biggrin
adelina:
No way, those aren't my kitties! i'm not really into cats, because of a bad cat experience. my family used to have a cat when i was younger, but it was a cat from HELL. she always ate the fish (my fam and i like to eat fish a lot) from the table. at first it was really adorable, you know, how the cat sorta just helps herself to the family food, but then after a while it wasn't amusing anymore. and she flew through the air and jumps onto the kitchen counters and onto the dining room table and on top of the fridge..anywhere and everywhere we could hide our fish, but no luck, the cat would find it. she just wouldn't settle for "cat food." aside from that she climbed everywhere, up the christmas tree and all of my mom's favorite glass balls came crashing down and were broken. she knocked down some of my mom's candles constantly, scratched antique furniture (using them for scratching posts) even though SHE HAD HER VERY OWN scratching post playground especially for her ( i guess she just liked damaging furniture more?), AND she tormented our old dog. i guess she was just really energetic... i dunno, she was untrainable, she went in and out of the house as she pleased, but she preferred to make a ruckus in the house. well, why did i share this all with you, i dunno. whenever i think about the old cat, i get all riled up.

#16 is rad. i wonder if judge judy knows that she is funny.

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