kozmikgirl

A good dream, I hope. I would hate to think that I've occupied that part of your mind where nightmares come from.

marrie me

They are words of true wisdom luv....

i wonder that too. i know you have read her journals, if not you should go back through and look at them. i never made any kind of remark that would make her feel the way she does. i was nothing but curtious. i even offered help with some photogrpahy issues. and when i found out i was the one she was talking about i even appologized. but she continued to write about it in her journals AND mine. i never went back and wrote anything in hers, i respected that. but she kept it going. LOL its comical now, but i just didnt understand why she felt that way all of a sudden. i was on her friends list for 4 months. and like you said, it is a site of nudity so we are intrigued by that, but we also enjoy the openmindedness of the people who write and keep journals. you have to be crazed if you think writing a PUBLIC journal wont get responses. if thats how she felt...she shouldnt be writing. nuff said.

and sweety....you will be to what you had 8 weeks ago. it will take some time but it will happen. it didnt happen overnight to get where you were then, so give it some time. if it gets tough...you have many friends here willing to make you feel wanted and needed. just lean on us when you need to...we are here for you.

rick

Man can anymore shit happen to you? I swear your going to with the 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 dollar lottery one day...

Hope you feel better babe!

--Heff--

but u are alot stronger then me b/c if i make it to plain e i may give up

i'll come over with a 1liter of jager i drink half you do what you want with the other half

That was incredibly insensitive of your mother to say that! Everything's relative. You can't say, "My cat died, but kids in Africa don't eat so I won't be sad." Very short-sited.

Not like I'm tryin' to talk trash about your momma!

You asked if I was BP. I'm diagnosed with "double-depression", general anxiety, PTSD, ADD, and others. I'm currently only being treated for the depression. The rest tends to fall into place when it's under control.

I feel the same way! I start listing all of my "disorders" and then I laugh. It's quite rediculous. My doc actually had the nerve to say, "I'm surprised you haven't been committed yet." Ummmm, ok....

I had never heard of sensory intergration disorder until my nephew was diagnosed with it. He's about 1 1/2 yrs old now. My sister thinks that she and I have it, too. If so, I can just tack it on to the bottom of my list.

it's new years eve already, the year has gone so quickly and so many things have happened, some good and some bad.

hope you have a great new years eve!! stay safe and be careful. i look forward to talking with you next year!

{{{{{{{{{{big hugs}}}}}}}}}}




rick




so sorry about belle....my apt im not aloud to have pets but i have fish, and oddly enough, they become as much an attachment as a dog or cat. and i swear they know me. its sad when one of them passes too. what was wrong with belle?

13 comments? With my bad luck, I had to make it 14... hee hee ha ha ha. Ok, I just woke up, give me a break.

ummm.... if he was calling your creditors then I think you've got a pretty big problem on your hands. Sounds like he could've been collecting identity information on you and that means he could be planning some fraudulent activities using your social security number and identity info. that's why he was stealing peoples mail. It's not about lying, it's about collecing information.

You should call the police and find out if he has any warrants for his arrest. Sounds to me like he's a drug addict / petty criminal / con-artist. Beware of this scum-ball, I have a feeling he might be up to something.

I agree with pdxMatt... sorry to be pessimistic, but I hope you check things out like he suggested. You can't be too careful. Good luck. What a crummy way to start the year.

Sorry about your kitty.
I almost wrote something similar
about friends and feeling alone.
You should spend a day in portland with me
and maybe things will perk up.

Um...I finally had some time, so I went back and read your journals for the past few days. I don't think that I've ever read something and had my mouth drop open as a reflex before. I hope your day gets a little better...no-one should have to go through that much all at the same time. I'm sorry about miss belle.

I am so sorry about this.
I have a brother in law that is the same way and it took years for me to finally say enough. I finally told him that I wouldn't have the drugs and alcohol around my kids and to go away and never come back until he was willing to get clean.

He lives with my mother and father in law and he is 3 years younger than I am. My daughter went to visit them this last summer and the first morning she was there he woke her up asking to borrow $20.
My wife called her dad later that day and told him about it and he paid Chandi back her $20 because he knew that Sonny never would.

I wish you had more of a support system to protect yourself with.
Hang on to those three friends though.
Take care of yourself.

You know that I love you and I rock!!!

That is awful, sorry to hear it. And it REALLY sucks that you have to start the game over. I play video games hard for short periods a couple of times a year. . . and I had one game that I had been working on for a while and when my machine crashed, I just quit playing.

You should put Mario 64 and the other games on your Amazon list. . . never know when Santa is looking. .

1) asshat roomie.....change the locks then when he does make one of his trips out side, put all his stuff outside and lock the door. he's worn his welcome out and needs to find life...his own!

2)xmas card....make him go tell the neighbor about the card, then refer to #1 above.

3)xmas eve...refer to #1 above.

and not all guys have those damn senseless selfish ways.

things will get much better for you, youre a fighter. you need to talk, i'll listen.

rick

Merry Christmas!

How is the Kitty?
It has been 48 hours and I just wanted to check in.

It must be hard to have a Merry Christmas when someone that you love is suffering.

I wish only the best things for you next year and one of them would be to have your house back to yourself.

Good news about your kitty.

The link you gave me about Splenda doesn't work. But it's better that it doesn't or I'd probably freak out. I'm not going to have any more of it, anyway.

I'm allergic to aspartame, too. Gives me migraines sometimes.

Edit: OK, now the link works. What a nice list of side effects! Diarhhea? Mental or emotional breakdown? Shaking? Flushing? Panicky feelings? How exactly would I tell the difference between Splenda poisoning and my usual state of existence?

[Edited on Dec 23, 2005 12:07PM]

I hope you have a better next year...Merry Christmas Ms. Kitty