Friday May 30, 2003

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koolthing paid extra for the camera with a broken lens...
koolthing is convinced that black is the new black...

koolthing got drunk after the AA meeting...

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lots to tell, no time to tell it.
I owe some pics and posts, tomorrow...

;-)
_v_:
dude careful with the drinkin after the meetings
well, i guess i did the same thing
but i was in for substance abuse
and alcohol didn't seem like a substance to me
be safe

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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It is all about love, and the will to happiness.

laptop bettery is almost dead, so I have to post today's entry tonight.
did want to mention a great F2F, finally met CAKEMIX!

have a great day, enjoy the sunshine...
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cakemix:
love + happiness + great f2f = nice night in westwood

but where has the sunshine gone?
pinup:
Just wanted to stop by real quick to say thanks for coming out to meet up last night! I had a lot of fun with everybody. biggrin Be sure to post your pictures in SGLA or something, somewhere, I wanna see!

Jenna

Monday May 26, 2003

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Like a razor, it cuts both ways
I cry when it comes and scream when it goes
nothing in heaven or earth could hope to console me now
"Abandon all hope - ye who enter here"
HA
dante could not have been more wrong
We search through hell, and challenge abominations in search of truth
and find questions we could never hope to answer
always...
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thee_blacklisted:
great meeting you the ohter night dude -- hope you are having a swell visit -- hope to chat more with you soon...
temptess:
I only wish I could stop the bleeding...

Monday May 26, 2003

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I am desperately trying to spend less time projecting - anticipating, and fantasizing. I have been reading words meant for someone else, and wishing they were meant for me, spending my time in the what if as opposed to the what is. I had to leave some of my writing alone for a bit, because I was feeling uneasy about seeing her today, and wanted...
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a35mmlife:
sounds like you are going through some serious transitions in your life. you seem to be very lucid and im sure that at the end of the day your will grow even stronger from these trials...

i have so much back reading to do on you. no time to waste. we have much to discuss...

very very nice meeting you...
itsalivemedia:
Good to meet you on Sat. as well. And see you Wed.

Hang in there....we have all been there. Time....that's all that is going to help.

Saturday May 24, 2003

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Three nights in a row I have had the most vivid dreams about her, the kind of dream that you really aren't sure if you are dreaming, and you can taste, touch, feel, smell... When I woke up this morning, my heart was racing, and I was completely panicked. I feel really creeped out.

I was in a hotel room somewhere in Ohio or Pennsylvania,...
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elisabeth:
Hey there....did you know that jonas is also a member of the site? smile
piningshaft:
back to san francisco in june, but i may leave again very quickly. maybe to southeast asia.

Thursday May 22, 2003

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"Neque porro quisquam est qui dolorem ipsum quia dolor sit amet, consectetur, adipisci velit..."

"There is no one who loves pain itself, who seeks after it and wants to have it, simply because it is pain...."

there are many things to accomplish today.
Corporate ID and website before midnight, and I promised mysellf a nice picnic on the beach.
Glad I work fast...

enjoy the...
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nadine:
hey..thank you for your comment on my set...smile

x
cheech:
I don't mean to be another contradictory guy, but yeah I think some people want pain...but true, not just "because it is pain" but rather because 1) they like it (ex. Rob Halford's big "pain" tattoo above his nether-regions), 2) it blocks something else out (ex. self-mutilators), 3) they want to feel something (see #2).

Thursday May 22, 2003

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Jet lag has seriously set in, but I needed to make a few notes...

Great day, spoke with the ex, we are going to hook up over the weekend, she sounded like things are coming together for her. I had some really weird dreams about her last night, almost like sensual hallucinations...strange.

I went to my first AA meeting with my friend Janie, and interesting...
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thora:
I just got in to Amsterdam today, but I'm leaving on Sat. frown
_v_:
wow that job sounds so rockin
get me a gig on it
i can play
and i am almost a certified art teacher
i must escape this job
help
i'm drowning
gulp gulp

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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La La Land!
Sipping green tea by the beach in Santa Monica.
The sun is shining, and La La Land is beautiful.

I am off to explore.
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koolthing:
I hope so - One of the best things about LA is the will to pretension that breaks at the slightest insecurity...
trilobyte:
legendary? fictional maybe...

skull trilo skull

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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Perspective...
As UA 947 roars into the sunrise, I look down to see Amsterdam growing smaller and smaller - it is mesmerizing to see the city from above - the grachts and parks, rowhouses and squares dividing the city up into little chunks of shape and color. I am flying to Los Angeles - home, although I have denied its place in my heart for...
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_v_:
wave to me when you fly over the east coast

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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Schipol was a mess this morning, over an hour wait to get through customs - and I saw ONE person use the Privium line. Damn, I wish I had an EU passport sometimes. UA 947, again, with my usual flight crew. I finally got up the nerve to ask my favorite flight attendant out on a date - we are going to go out in...
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_v_:
i still don't get what you do
you travel enough to have a favorite flight attendent
nice
cheech:
Oh, you're in town? Damn, I go away for ONE day and I see this! Where are you?
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