Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I paid Leslie as a visit at work after talking to her some more. Upshot is? I'm over the breakup. Downside? Roel was right, I still carry a huge fucking torch for her.
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The way she smiles at me, the way she made a point to tell me that she broke up with the guy she dated while we... Read More
First blizzard OK has seen in at least decades. Lightning and thunder should not exist where snow is. So I'm gonna get toasty warm and get toasted with a gift from a friend. A weekend of Left 4 Dead 2, WoW, maybe watch Dune again, and just generally relaxing and trying not to smoke all this in one go.
So...yeah...I decided to send my ex a message to confirm the picture as being accurate. Yeah, so I got over the vengefulness and am now just surprised. She always ranted about not wanting kids and that she'd get an abortion and helped her far-weaker-willed friend through one and all that. I mean...2 years changes people and I'm honestly a bit jealous if whatever guy she's... Read More
So, I was removing a friend from my Facebook today (yeah, got one recently, almost never use it, and I keep myself completely private) and I looked at my suggestions and saw my ex-fiance because I was curious one day and searched for her. She's got a new pic. With her kissing a baby on the head.
I recently found out that one ex of mine is cheating on her husband and neglecting their child and another one is horribly unhappy in the relationship she left me for.
Makes me think of the Sinatra Song "I wanna Be around." Funny shit.
Hm.. I'm kinda surprised that no one in the sci-fi group has responded to my question as to what the best cut of DUNE is so that I know which one to pick up. Anyone here know?
Hrm. To play Pavi...I need to find a way of making masks that are flexible but can be adhered to my skin via spirit gum and are cheap. Mainly because Pavi dresses in psuedo-designer cuts and I'm worried about the cost of working on a couple of costumes for him.
Working on getting involved in a Repo! The Genetic Opera shadowcast. Want to play Pavi. An over-the-top, flamboyant character who gets to charm all the ladies? Sounds like fun. And a nice change of pace from my experiences as Brad in Rocky.
Truth be told, I'm not a huge Repo fan, I just enjoy working in a cast and miss playing someone else for a... Read More
I have a short rant, but given that it may come off as bragging or narcissistic, I've been tempted not to post it here.
But I don't know where I can post an anonymous blog to shout my rant to masses, so I will preface this by saying again and I can't emphasize this enough: I'm not bragging.
I'm going to skip going to my classes tonight. I hate doing it since I missed last week due to being sick, but I really don't feel up to it. I always bitch and moan on here, so I won't go into it. Hate always having depressing stuff to post. I'm just depressed and confused.
It's a complex thing, the whole friendship thing. I think that they are all give and take but what to give and what to take is often confusing and elusive.
I do know how you feel about that whole jealousy over a friend who has a great roommate and a wonderful partner. It raises the whole question of where do you fit in. But if she isn't burning bridges, maybe it's just time to find where you fit with her and re-explore those things that brought you together in the first place.
I'm not feeling well. I'm the kind of sick where I can't sleep and I'm not sure if I feel like it and the part that annoys me is that I don't feel that bad physically. I've been sicker. Migraines, stomach problems, aches, slight fever. Didn't go to work today. What gets me is that it's happening at the same time that I'm going through... Read More
FML. I woke up at 6:45 to go to a store meeting that it turns out I didn't have to go to since I got the promotion and work at a different store (same cluster, thought it was a cluster meeting).
Bah, just watched a Good Eat's clip where he made perfect french toast and now I'm hungry, but I'm too broke too be able to make/order any. Damn you Alton Brown!!
Th other day, I ate tater tots covered with chili and hotdogs. Not because I was broke, just lazy and that is all I had in the freezer/ cupboard. Man, I felt like a lazy ass after that. Reminded me of a time where I used to smoke my happiness.
