Don't expect this to happen often, but this post is being typed while I sway back and forth drunkenly. See, I just broke up with my gf tonite (the one I failed to mention since I've been meaning to break up with her) and it made her cry and I feel like shit, so I decided to try and finishe about half a bottle of...
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Nothing like sitting around Village Inn with a group that consistes of a girl, her girlfriend, her boyfriend, and her pet (me). Sometimes I realize just how unusual that must seem.
I've also realized that I don't want a relationship really...I want a guy like me where we can just go and have fun and flirt with girls, but then flirt with each other just...
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I've also realized that I don't want a relationship really...I want a guy like me where we can just go and have fun and flirt with girls, but then flirt with each other just...
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Boy...seems to be photo upload day for me. I've uploaded pics for Cockaholics and Rocky Horror as well as a color pic of myself...I've never spent so much time editing photos and uploading them anywhere, much less pics of myself. I might even add some original pics I did in Bryce in all of 5 mins...though it kinda shows that digital art isn't necessarily a...
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awryx:
lol just do it. 
awryx:
loll, maybe u'll turn some people on! ull never know. and teases are something. i call my sis that all the time. insane how she act towards people @_@
I've discovered that I may have an ability that's not common. I was talking to a girl online and her pic showed her neck and saw her skin texture and I could imagine all the sensations of what it'd be like to kiss her neck and jawline. When I told her this, she seemed surprised and told me that the ability to feel physical sensations...
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awryx:
i own all the buffy seasons lol. and yes im proud of it 
awryx:
neatness... that is something at least
Oh I'm in pain today. Lyssa was biting my shoulder, getting the muscle as opposed to just the skin. Felt good, but my muscle is stiff now. I wish I could explain my relationship with her, but if I use standard terms like mistress, it denotes a darker, bondage type relationship, which it's not. All I know is that this hurts like a bitch...
Thought...
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chelsea:
THanks. 
Alright, that asshole called ikoL is back, love me or hate me. Things have changed these past few months...some good, some bad. I've joined a Rocky Horror cast, had odd sexual experiences, felt stress like you wouldn't believe, and had a self-revelation that destroyed me. But time marches on, no?
I bought the SG book from Borders and realized how much I missed this place...
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I bought the SG book from Borders and realized how much I missed this place...
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emperor_tane:
Yay! Your back... whats up.. do tell
Tane
Tane
Allllright. I sold my soul to Best Buy and got a card there which allowed me to buy this beeeuuutiful computer that I'm on right this second. Unfortunately, this is also expensive, and therefore, I shall not keep my SG membership for much longer.
I have enjoyed being here and making friends, but I'll need the $9 a month to help pay for this.
You...
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I have enjoyed being here and making friends, but I'll need the $9 a month to help pay for this.
You...
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non_sequitur:
well, goodbye and good luck, I guess!
I'm also dropping out I think, but thanks for the friendship
I'm also dropping out I think, but thanks for the friendship
sarcasticmenace:
Sorry to hear you are leaving. You can find my AIM by clicking on my contact tab. 
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sarcasticmenace:
Be careful what you ask for. 
Time for an update, yes?
Carmen and I *are* trying again. Which is a good thing. The fact that I predicted most of the events last night a few days in advance is probably responsible for my lack of enthusiasm, though when she told me that she wanted to try again (actually said the words) I wanted to dance for joy.
She said that one...
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Carmen and I *are* trying again. Which is a good thing. The fact that I predicted most of the events last night a few days in advance is probably responsible for my lack of enthusiasm, though when she told me that she wanted to try again (actually said the words) I wanted to dance for joy.
She said that one...
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dragonchylde:
Well good luck with you two! I wish I could find a outfit like that ..hehe I need to stop some guys speechless sometime. 
sarcasticmenace:
Happy to hear things are going well so far.
I may have unfinished business after all, as ghosts from my past come rushing back...let me explain...
On Valentine's Day of 2003, I met a girl named Carmenn. At first, I just thought she was some young girl who thought I was worth flirting with, but I decided to talk to her and ended up very quickly falling for her.
We were only together for...
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On Valentine's Day of 2003, I met a girl named Carmenn. At first, I just thought she was some young girl who thought I was worth flirting with, but I decided to talk to her and ended up very quickly falling for her.
We were only together for...
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emperor_tane:
I hope all works out for you dude.
Tane
Tane
non_sequitur:
Good luck
Thanks for the pointer on my comments....beginning to get the hang of how it's done here!
Thanks for the pointer on my comments....beginning to get the hang of how it's done here!
I've come to a conclusion lately, as my tolerance for people's bullshit has about come to the breaking point, that has me thinking...
I've complained about feeling like I am a ghost, mainly because I feel like I have no purpose, no drive...I feel like I walk just slightly askew from those around me and when I walk in a crowd, no one seems to...
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I've complained about feeling like I am a ghost, mainly because I feel like I have no purpose, no drive...I feel like I walk just slightly askew from those around me and when I walk in a crowd, no one seems to...
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lacylou666:
keep updating on how your feeling... if you ever need an opinion or someone to talk to... don't hesitate to reach out to me... if you want to ...
non_sequitur:
Well I had the advantage of moving away to college at 18, from England to Scotland, which is another country even if it's only 4hrs drive.
I lived in Scotland 4yrs then down to London, where I've been since except for a year and a half in San Francisco, which rocked.
I don't thing moving about has done me any harm at all; to me it proved that
1) you can do it, and it's not that hard to do, and it's a breath of fresh air. There are some friends you'll always keep in touch with, the others are replaceable
but
2) a change of scenery can clarify things, but wherever you go you take you with you, so if you expect it to solve all your problems you're going to be disappointed.
Also I found moving to study _much_ easier than moving later in life - for study, everyone's in the same boat and socialising is easy. Later, it takes effort....urgh...I hate effort...
Well I had the advantage of moving away to college at 18, from England to Scotland, which is another country even if it's only 4hrs drive.
I lived in Scotland 4yrs then down to London, where I've been since except for a year and a half in San Francisco, which rocked.
I don't thing moving about has done me any harm at all; to me it proved that
1) you can do it, and it's not that hard to do, and it's a breath of fresh air. There are some friends you'll always keep in touch with, the others are replaceable
but
2) a change of scenery can clarify things, but wherever you go you take you with you, so if you expect it to solve all your problems you're going to be disappointed.
Also I found moving to study _much_ easier than moving later in life - for study, everyone's in the same boat and socialising is easy. Later, it takes effort....urgh...I hate effort...
Well, last night I actually had the guts to go up and talk to a girl who I found attractive and who seemed to be interested in me. Though I'm bad at determining intentions from a look when it comes to romance.
I also went to Gamestop and had a fun discovery: The girl there I was crushin on for awhile and even got the...
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I also went to Gamestop and had a fun discovery: The girl there I was crushin on for awhile and even got the...
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sarcasticmenace:
Looks like we both had fun on Saturday night. It's about time, huh?
1983boy:
Go you, making out with boys is fucking rad!
i look forward to your next set