koleeta

I know I'm free but I still feel like I have a massive weight on my shoulders, back, chest, everywhere.




There's responsibility looming in the distance and the anticipation of waiting for it to get here is something I can not simply shake from my mind. I know worrying does not achieve anything and dealing with things as they come is really the only sensible thing to do, but it's so hard to retrain myself to think that way.

I just want to be in a place where I feel okay again. Happy would be nice too.