"GET FUCKED, FOUR EYES!!!"
I just realized my fucking time schedule for getting shit done is becoming incresingly shorter and I am finding new things that need to be done ALL AT THE SAME TIME!
I just spent the last ten minutes rumaging through piles of paperwork in my bedroom looking for a project outline that I had forgotten about sometime in September. With a plastic bag in one hand and the other hand grabbing at whatever I could lay it on, I looked like some old crazy lady in the park, sounded like one too.
"Don't need this. I definitely don't need that. I DON'T NEED ANY OF THIS!!! Is this it? No. FUCK! I don't need this. Don't need this," and so on and so forth. Anything I didn't need I would cram into my plastic bag for recycling. This is good because I need to be fucking busy. Being busy means less time to worry about what will happen to me in the coming months, it leaves less time to be thinking about why my heart is breaking, broken and healing. It leaves less time to be following Subrosa, Margot_Dent, and lillyk around in that thread. I shouldn't even be doing this right now but I need to refresh.
AND to add to the madness. I am FREEEZING! It's so cold in this house.
I have deadlines to meet and they all need to be met by the weekends end.
update
and! my computer is dying.
update
fuck this shit. nobody is home. it's time for a bath.
Did I mention...ten dollar sale?
I just realized my fucking time schedule for getting shit done is becoming incresingly shorter and I am finding new things that need to be done ALL AT THE SAME TIME!
I just spent the last ten minutes rumaging through piles of paperwork in my bedroom looking for a project outline that I had forgotten about sometime in September. With a plastic bag in one hand and the other hand grabbing at whatever I could lay it on, I looked like some old crazy lady in the park, sounded like one too.
"Don't need this. I definitely don't need that. I DON'T NEED ANY OF THIS!!! Is this it? No. FUCK! I don't need this. Don't need this," and so on and so forth. Anything I didn't need I would cram into my plastic bag for recycling. This is good because I need to be fucking busy. Being busy means less time to worry about what will happen to me in the coming months, it leaves less time to be thinking about why my heart is breaking, broken and healing. It leaves less time to be following Subrosa, Margot_Dent, and lillyk around in that thread. I shouldn't even be doing this right now but I need to refresh.
AND to add to the madness. I am FREEEZING! It's so cold in this house.
I have deadlines to meet and they all need to be met by the weekends end.
update
and! my computer is dying.
update
fuck this shit. nobody is home. it's time for a bath.
Did I mention...ten dollar sale?
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Yeah, it can get snarky though. One week I had both an aborted takeoff and an aborted landing. Lovely stuff.