honestly, its so difficult to truly care about so many things without, first, knowing the answer to some the most fundamental mind ravaging questions. how can one possibly respect the exstance of something, people in this case, when that something seems to defy respect? they do such trivial things, and find amusement, even up to "so-called" "maturity", in the incessant mistreatment of their own kind, but keep in mind; its possible that i am quite horrendusly insane. thats the fuck of it;you know the old thing about the crazy person who never knows theyre crazy. it could just be an imperceptible shifting of accepted realities. 