Ok everyone good news and bad news. I always want the good first so... I have made a very important descovery about my relationship with Josh. You ready? I am VERY unhappy. Why good? I have got a first step in mind to happiness. What? I can't say because I have a weird fear he gets on here and reads what I write. Bad news? I have to stay around with him for a while longer until I can get things together. If anyone has any suggestions on how to leave him, take our 6 month old, get a place, and make it please message me. Even if no one reads this or writes back it is nice to share. Ha ha I'm paying to much for a fucking journal huh! 
slacker_elite:
Yeah... it's time to be done with all of that. You're too young for a relationship anyway.