one month and six days 'til I leave. Then I won't have anything to worry about for a month.
Today I am sitting around watching Lost in Translation. Such a good movie, but no consolation to the fact that I'm all alone.
prockg:
What?
I have a cold. How the hell do you get a cold in June. My lungs feel like their a playground for nasty little buggers who don't want me to inhale.
I am in conciderably high spirits despite my lack of health. I have no idea why, but I am extrodinarilly happy today. Yay me!
I am in conciderably high spirits despite my lack of health. I have no idea why, but I am extrodinarilly happy today. Yay me!
hollygolightly:
go the happy buzz 
hope you feel better soon
hope you feel better soon
prockg:
Thanks I needed that.
I feel like such an emo wreck. I can't stop feeling like I'm going to be alone for a very long time; maybe forever. Why can't I just feel content for once. Fuck, I'd settle for semi-normal.
All I really want is to find a girl to love and who genuinely loves me back. Why does that seem so impossible all of the sudden. Why...
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All I really want is to find a girl to love and who genuinely loves me back. Why does that seem so impossible all of the sudden. Why...
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sexbomb:
well, if you are a pussy, then I am too. evryone wants to be loved, I just had a very long discussion with afreidn about that. My M.O. is that I pick unavailable men. I hope I can get that resolved. there has to be something out there, right?
sexbomb:
It's like a disability. I really want to change that about me.
Apperently I'm a Carrie.
I'm 27. Dammit.
Why won't my family leave me alone about "finding a nice girl?"
Any nice girls want to hook up? I need these people to shut up.
Why won't my family leave me alone about "finding a nice girl?"
Any nice girls want to hook up? I need these people to shut up.
gut666:
you should tell your family to shut up and tell them be glad you arent gay . it works for me haha.
Low turnout for the barbeque, but all the people I really wanted to see showed up. That's what's important.
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xanippi:
I want BBQ!
thedishwasher:
happy b-day! 
Birphday barbeque today. I hope people show up.
So, I'm going to Hawaii, North Dakota, and Baltimore this summer. I find it odd that Hawaii is the one I'm least excited about. Never the less, I am fucking stoked about Balmer. I'll be checking out UM College Park while I'm there. If all goes according to plan, I'll be living in Maryland in about a year. Yay for grad school.
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thedishwasher:
im about an hour away from baltimore... id be more excited about hawaii 
sexbomb:
so the new haircolor doesn't make me look too pale? I was worried it was too dark. Hope your day is going well!
New outlook: Fuck it!
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sexbomb:
I say Fuck It all the damn time. It usually gets me in trouble, sometimes it's good trouble
thedishwasher:
see that was about the same definition i was thinking for liar.... i think i may have to adopt you new outlook hahaha
I feel so bland
Happy May 5th.
In 18 days I'll be 27. I don't want to be 27. I want to be 23. At least then I would have an excuse for the status of my life. I feel like such a fucking loser lately. Do nice guys really finish last? I thought that was just something bitchy people said to make you feel bad.
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In 18 days I'll be 27. I don't want to be 27. I want to be 23. At least then I would have an excuse for the status of my life. I feel like such a fucking loser lately. Do nice guys really finish last? I thought that was just something bitchy people said to make you feel bad.
Every woman I've...
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hippomonki:
unfortunately most nice guys are overlooked
and if i could tell him i would, but i am lame with actual confrontation...
happy early birthday, oh and if you were turning 23 again, it'd be your golden birthday! if any one asks just tell them your going backwards and you're 25 its a good median.
and if i could tell him i would, but i am lame with actual confrontation...
happy early birthday, oh and if you were turning 23 again, it'd be your golden birthday! if any one asks just tell them your going backwards and you're 25 its a good median.