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the one who's only cute when she hasnt' had her cigarette was fucking EVERYWHERE today

I think I ran into her like twelve times

by the end of the day I wanted to drive my car into a tree

and I kept thinking "why hasn't she had her ciggy yet??!!?!. . .jesus christ! don't quit now, you deserve to die of cancer of some kind for what you do to me every fucking day"

can you sue a crush for giving you an ulcer?!?!?
I'm overdue for a checkup anyhow. Mabe I can get some money out of this at least. .

where's that vicodin?!?!!
I bet you mom didn't take it back to the store after the oral surgeon's assistant told me "yeah, ya prolly better not take that anymore if it's making you fall on your face".

(and on that note. . .something fell into the fucking missing tooth hole again. . . .WHY HASN"T IT CLOSED UP YET?!?!?! FUCK?!?!?!)


. . . ohh good, I got records in the mail
(well, they're CDs, but that's the word I say)
it's a little better now. . . ..
. (and then I get a flashback of those fucking boots and literally want to plunge a knife into my crotch and twist it several times)