i hate being a hypocrite. everyone is shallow, including myself. if someone says they are not shallow, they are lying.
once again, i have been rejected the second i let someone know that i liked them.
it is weird, i get this feelin like wow, i really like this person, then when i finally build up courage to ask them out, i get the vibe...
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once again, i have been rejected the second i let someone know that i liked them.
it is weird, i get this feelin like wow, i really like this person, then when i finally build up courage to ask them out, i get the vibe...
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i always get down when i am around someone for a long time, i dont know why it is. Maybe because i know that they will lose intrest, like everyone before them.
maybe it is self fufilling prophecy. maybe i try to hard when i start to feel like i am losin someones interest. how do i go to the next step with a person?...
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maybe it is self fufilling prophecy. maybe i try to hard when i start to feel like i am losin someones interest. how do i go to the next step with a person?...
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Oh Hell Yes!!!!
A New Set Of Mary!!!!
Just when i was growin weary, along comes her set to bring SG Back to my heart.
Mary and Erin were the two reasons i joined, i stayed for the ppl, and for some of the other sg.
Of all the fantasies i have, there are two i would give my left nut for, Mary and Pj...
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A New Set Of Mary!!!!
Just when i was growin weary, along comes her set to bring SG Back to my heart.
Mary and Erin were the two reasons i joined, i stayed for the ppl, and for some of the other sg.
Of all the fantasies i have, there are two i would give my left nut for, Mary and Pj...
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writing here is my way of venting, it is my therapy, i dont have money for a doctor, i cant use the ones here without hurting my career. i know it probably gets on ppls nerves and it may cause ppl to judge me by what i write. i am more then what you think, i am more then what i my friends know.
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trinityy:
what you feel should be expressed. if someone judges you for it fuck em. i know i don't judge an di am always here for you! no matter what you say i still care and love u dearly!
xoxo
trin
xoxo
trin
juno106:
well write as much as you want... I'm reading...
Hope to talk to you soon.
Hope to talk to you soon.
i have been cursed with having empathy, sympathy and emotions. i want to remove them all.
what is a good way to do that?
i saw a girl last night who i liked at a bar. she came up said hi, i said hi. it was an awkward moment. later i think i overheard a friend tellin her that i really liked her, but she...
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what is a good way to do that?
i saw a girl last night who i liked at a bar. she came up said hi, i said hi. it was an awkward moment. later i think i overheard a friend tellin her that i really liked her, but she...
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i have been struggling lately,
struggling with my personal life.
should i just say fuck everyone and become a recluse?
its an option that is safe.
should i just continue on feelin like shit, bein the 'friend'?
that is the shitty way to go.
should i just say fuck off to the ones who make me feel this way?
should i be the better person...
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struggling with my personal life.
should i just say fuck everyone and become a recluse?
its an option that is safe.
should i just continue on feelin like shit, bein the 'friend'?
that is the shitty way to go.
should i just say fuck off to the ones who make me feel this way?
should i be the better person...
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damn, i was salty, i started to give up hope, till i said fuck it, i got keep tryin, what makes a person keep gettin up when they are knocked down and out? maybe i like gettin beat down, it teaches me how to beat others. maybe i do have a competetive spirit and shit. i cant quit, no matter what. i cant give up,...
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mamabunny:
Dearest Klu,
It seems like every journal entry i read of yours gets sadder and sadder. It makes me want to cry and give you a big fucking hug. I really really from the bottom of my heart hope things look up for you. You are one of the greatest people i know( and ive told you this a many times before )
Stay postive. You always make me smile, and those are the parts of you i love.
Holla at me, and let me know whats goin on with you.
Love
MB
Dearest Klu,
It seems like every journal entry i read of yours gets sadder and sadder. It makes me want to cry and give you a big fucking hug. I really really from the bottom of my heart hope things look up for you. You are one of the greatest people i know( and ive told you this a many times before
)
Stay postive. You always make me smile, and those are the parts of you i love.
Holla at me, and let me know whats goin on with you.
Love
MB
trinityy:
whatkeeps me getting up is to show those i am a fighter and i am strong. to prove to those who thinki will give up that i won't. to prove to myself i can get through anything.
where am i going? well i don't know when the gift membership ends =/ so i thought it ended saturday
xoxo
trin
where am i going? well i don't know when the gift membership ends =/ so i thought it ended saturday
xoxo
trin
hmm,
i had liked sg for venting on bs, and because the community,
the community doesnt seem as close, and the ventin is mistaken. so i will probably not update with shit anymore. laters.
i had liked sg for venting on bs, and because the community,
the community doesnt seem as close, and the ventin is mistaken. so i will probably not update with shit anymore. laters.
Nothing ever works out. Why do i feel that i must be nice to anyone and everyone? i hate being nice to people, but i feel i must, i dont know how to not be nice.
more of my shitty writing:
Born a star
in my parents eyes
but reality never lies
disfigured from the start,
had to have a lot of heart
denied all...
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more of my shitty writing:
Born a star
in my parents eyes
but reality never lies
disfigured from the start,
had to have a lot of heart
denied all...
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trinityy:
no writing is shitty!
corvinus:
Klu,
You should not be so self-involved.
Pain and suffering are not unique to your condition; rather, it is a Law of Life.
It is not that you do suffer; instead it is how you endure the suffering that is important.
You should not be so self-involved.
Pain and suffering are not unique to your condition; rather, it is a Law of Life.
It is not that you do suffer; instead it is how you endure the suffering that is important.
i found some stuff i wrote around the time i found out my wife was leaving, wanna hear it,
here it goes:
You were all i wanted
Everyday i was haunted
there was nothing i could do
felt strangled when i talked to you
my mind went numb
never felt so dumb
heart felt pressure that crushed
felt nauseous and turned flushed
felt like a...
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here it goes:
You were all i wanted
Everyday i was haunted
there was nothing i could do
felt strangled when i talked to you
my mind went numb
never felt so dumb
heart felt pressure that crushed
felt nauseous and turned flushed
felt like a...
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trinityy:
relapse?
what did she say after you told her all of this?
i hope everything gets better babe.
xoxo
trin
what did she say after you told her all of this?
i hope everything gets better babe.
xoxo
trin
juno106:
relapse?
I really liked the writing you did, I could actually see it beeing used in a song or something.
I really liked the writing you did, I could actually see it beeing used in a song or something.
pain=kidneys
shoulder=always when happy or sad i love shoulders.
xoxo
trin
xoxo