klu

i hate being a hypocrite. everyone is shallow, including myself. if someone says they are not shallow, they are lying.
once again, i have been rejected the second i let someone know that i liked them.
it is weird, i get this feelin like wow, i really like this person, then when i finally build up courage to ask them out, i get the vibe that they arent into me at all. then i get depressed, then they see the depression and like me even less.
i really want to go back to africa. i miss it there.