no post in a while but im starting to see theres no point in it. i dont think im destined to happy. life seems to be one tragedy after another and im never going to find anyone to make it better. im so crushingly fucking lonely right now, it fucking sucks and i dont see it changing. i'd  probably just fuck up anything good that comes along like i always seem to do...
    
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