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....I need to be at the airport at 4:30 am...its past midnight....and i still need to pack........i guess i just wont sleep until i get on the plane....

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ironhalo:
youre right.. even when its pouring rain theres still so much that could happen that would benefit me.. the chinese word for crisis and oppurtunity are the same. after the storm you tend to see thingds in a different light..

work finally cut my hours back. working 31 hours a week, going to class full time, homework and so much more left me with no time at all. next week i have a lot more time to goof around smile ill give you a call monday and we can work stuff out from there.
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...so tonight my plans were cut short because certian people in this world don't know how to respect other peoples property....

so i start calling up all my friends to see which of them would be up for doing something...and it hits me that since i graduated, i'm the only one that doesn't do anything real professional....(or is still in school)...none of them could stay...
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ironhalo:
its a bummer we couldnt hang out last night frown but.. theres always next time. besides, i wasnt in the best of moods as the night progressed anyways... prolly woulda been lousy company. and i could have been out late too..! i manage to seak in slackerness despite my demanding life.

have fun in florida! i assume its for the grad school stamp of approval from you. floridas nice... beaches, good clubs.. and lots and lots of warehouses filled with decrepid old farts that manage to drive ferraris despite being legally blind.

no ruby Cockburn! you should have goner for pete's wicked ale, much more satisfying.. wink

we'll have to reschedule for coffee when you get back..enjoy the vacation!
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...I was awoken from a deep sleep early this morning by an unhappy visit with anxiety....my mind raced...my heart pounded...and my body burned....what was I anxious about???...who knows....that's GAD for you.............................the day went well though... smile
ironhalo:
blue mondays an awesome song. i think orgys a very underrated band! i have (had) both their cds... lousy asian hoodlums gaffled those cds frown i heard theyre making a third cd too... that should be awesome. blue mondays a pretty obscure type o negative song. its off one of their remixed single cds or something. dont remember which one tho..

hmm.. how will you know who i am at netherworld... i could go in there and yell really loud for you and say im that guy you know from pornoland.. or i could sit by the door with a cardboard sign with 'irohalo' written on it and a hat for coffee fund donations shocked

hehe.. ill just wear my independent hoodie tommorow, and ill probably have a backpack too... speaking of which, how will i know how to look for you?
ironhalo:
8ish sounds good still.. ill just give you a call tommorow sometime and we can work out the details.. since we both have cell phones ill just call you when i get there.
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...it annoys me when you order something thru the internet and shell out the money right away, but still need to wait at least two days to get it in the mail......drives me crazy....

...Today was an interesting day....it started out good with sleeping in late...i would have slept longer if Morgan hadn't insisted that I wake up....Then I had lunch out with my mom...
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ironhalo:
jefferson airplane remade..! i gotta download that song now... those lyrics blatantly encompass so many strange things in society, great song to look at in different lights... one of my favorite songs is Type O Negative's remake of Summer Breeze. the orignal recording from whom i forget sucks, but the remake is really good. the lyrics arent nearly as engaging... but the song is quite soothing in the best ways.

im kinda excited to go to Neitherworld, as dorky as that may sound. ive always held this odd fasciantion with that place since i learned of its existance, plus i really liked their ads too smile i used to go to penny lane all the time with a couple friends ages ago. we'd get coffee and sit around and play chess and just talk about random stuff. those ended up being some of the most entertaining nights. mental stimulation beats the hell out of random mischef at parties.

hope ya had a fun weekend

skull
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.........."The Graduate Division determined that your application met the minimum statndards required for admission to our graduate programs"......Do you think you could possibly make me feel any worse about my self???????!!!!!!!!!

But its OK....I've been accepted into a great university whose facutly believe in me and my work and haven't judged me only on my GRE score....

I can't wait until tomorrow morning....I get to...
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ironhalo:
well, apparently i lost the ability to read. eeek
i guess my cognitive abilities are somewhat lessened at 3 in the morning...
jholtsnider:
congrats!
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....Ok, I'm better now...... smile
ironhalo:
glad ya feel better now smile i still think rocks is a good idea, maybe not at them but at their car instead?

engineering is just not my thing. my parents told me the exact same thing. paul!! the money is in the engineering!! but thats just not for me. too much math and its just boring. did i mention too much math? besides, i like my career choice as well. dont discredit yourself, from what i know youve been doing papers and all that fun convention stuff... thatll mean something down the road.

we should do tuseday next week instead of sunday. every sunday for me is hands down my longest day, just because i do so much stuff on those days. ill email you my cell phone number later so we can work out the details or in case something comes up before then. i still wanna go to cafe netherworld just because i want to go there regardless. those damn cool ads are too much to deny!

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......all you fucking people piss me off........i'm going to sleep... mad
ironhalo:
curse those fucking people!! you should throw large rocks at them or something instead of going to sleep!!! (as long as i didnt do anything to piss you off..) besides if you go to bed pissed you have funny dreams...

i uploaded a bunch of my artwork, but the stupid sg pics area has a file size limit and im not gonna compress the files that low. they look like poop frown

so i uploaded them to my site instead here

if you wanna get coffee on sunday i should be down to go. let me know.. i could probably get there by around 10 pmish? provided theyre still open then..

dont let the stupid peons get ya down! tommorows a new day..
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...the only happiness i found today was driving through sun splashed rain storms while listening to to Mission UK......It was beautiful.... smile
ironhalo:
i missed the rain so much! i love the smell of rain, makes me feel good about life for some strange reason.. i think im gonna have to download some mission uk stuff now too. assemblage 23 was a good recomendation btw.

i dont know if sundays gonna work for coffee frown but i know i can go later in the evening on tuseday or thursday. friday i dont know what ill be up to, i always make my plans the day of.

hope your day improves..

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...I'm going to be fucking poor as a grad student.....but, I'll have plenty of books..
ironhalo:
so its looking like itll take some doing to coffee.. maybe we could do it sunday night provided im coherant by the time the sun goes down and youre not doing anything already. also, when i say 'go to coffee' i really mean 'go for chai'. ive found that whenever i do the coffee thing i always end up getting chai tea or something very similar.

i think you have the best reasoning behind your choice in majors. doing stuff because it peaks your curiosity is the way to do it. people that choose jobs based purely on financial reasons die miserable people. doing what you love is so important to having a nice life. besides, some of the theories that physics people and atronomy people discover are just insanely interesting.

i went hunting for some good pics to post for ya but i have no idea which cd theyre on! and i have a fair amount to sift through. all that looking made me think i need to draw more and be more proactive with things that i used to really love.

anyway, im really tired again for some wierd reason. if you wanna get coffee after you get off work this tuseday or thursday let me know. i dont mind driving to denver again now that i have my new stereo smile



EL SUICIDO LOCO ARRR!!! skull
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....I would do a decent update...but I am reading the Bell Jar......Payday tomorrow!!!!!! smile
ironhalo:
uh, yea... on the warm weather youll have to accept a rain check. ironically i said the exact same thing last year about it getting warm, and i went ahead and put my rims on. a side note: these tires are dry road only. they dont stop in snow. at all. i found this out the hard way... itll be 60 degrees tommorow anyway. its colorado afterall!

broken record does sound somewhat bad. so we'll upgrade that to something more positive, like a thorough learner. i have to check out all the options before i decide to move to the next tier..

unfortunately sunday is the day that im completely useless. i work from 10 to close, go to the parents house for food and if im still coherant i go to my friends house for book updates which turns into me sleeping in my chair. normally tired from the previous days smile

i wish i took a year off sometimes. ive been in college for nearly 6 years. im ready to get out. and youre gonna go for a masters in physics and a Ph D. in astronomy! thats awesome that you have so much drive. physics has always interested me a lot, but only the theories. same goes with astronomy. black holes and stars and the sheer scale and power of celestial bodies has always intrigued me...

ill have to upload some of my art. just gotta root around my HDD and some old cds and ill see what i can throw up.

if you havent read any of the original Dune books, you may want to. theyre pretty interesting, espeically when you start reading into what he hasnt physically written.. i should read the bell jar again..

let me know how the coffee progresses

skull biggrin skull