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i think its time that i stop renewing my sg account. sept 1st out for good.. just havent been feelin it..
kittyinabox:
So long....

Don't let that job swallow you whole! Remember to stay grounded and leave time for fun.

Perhaps I'll here from you else where. I should be with SG for a while longer and my email is the same.

-A
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its been over a month at my new 'real wrold' 9 to 5 job.. and i have to say.. i dont like the real world much at all. it beats the hell outa retail tho. i had to do 2 jobs on the same time table... brutal for my first job. but.. i got extra days off for working extra days, so it works out.....
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i moved back to colorado. as fate would have it.. employment came my way back here, and not in my beloved california. so, i packed up and drove from san fransico to the good ole mile high state on basically 4 days notice. i begin monday!!!!

this is how it begins smile
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kittyinabox:
Hello,

Anything cool happening in the Mile High City next week??

I'll be in town and plan on getting no sleep. I need to hit all my beloved past times, include a good show.

-A
kittyinabox:
Hello,
Yeah, I flew in the same night that AFI was playing at the Filmore.....talk about bad timing. Oh well.

But, then again I came in just in time for all the hot weather. Let me tell you, 90 degs is so much better her than in FL. I may never go back.....(kidding)

Oh, number on reason why CO is way cooler than FL: Beer!!! There is no good beer coming out of the south...

Hope all is well.

-A
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tool comes to oakland may 5th, 3 days after the 'release' of their long awaited (by me at least) 10,000 Days album. i will be at this show. if i have to stay home waiting until midingiht when the tickets go on sale even... and ill probably have to.. but goddamnit im going to that fucking show! i heard tool once in colorado, it was...
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suzieq20:
indeed i have seen requiem for a dream...crazy times
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whats the point to living? i should become a drug addict or something whatever
suzieq20:
don't say that frown ....but what drug would u pick?
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so last weekend i went out and got shamefully drunk at the paradise lounge. my binge drinking days are behind me for the most part.. the most part being the key word here. while in my fine state of total inebriation i took it upon myself to talk to my roomates college buddy. she was pretty cute as ive seen her before the effects of...
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suzieq20:
its kinda long so right in the middle is good
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its still raining. its been somethign rediculous like a month straight of rain. this is good, except its a cold rain. a few weeks ago i got a chain letter that tells you about your personality through a buddhist perspective. it asked me to select an order for a couple animals. they later equate to an order in which you value things such as money...
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suzieq20:
i'm jelous of your rain, sorry your sounding kinda bummed frown things usually smooth out over time.
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i could bitch and moan about so many things right now, but im just going to choose not to. no one likes to hear a person complain right? i just have to make sure i dont let all the bullshit flying around me get me down. i really think i need to start meditating and get some plans formulated.

on the plus side im doing...
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suzieq20:
its ok i complain all the time smile well i hope u find something that works out for you
constellationsix:
Going through lots of shit is always beneficial. The more bullshit life throws at you, the easier it gets to handle. Pretty soon you'll be a lot happier, and you can laugh at the drama queens who pound out emotional blogs about unreturned phone calls and bad hair days.

You can also look back at things like, "Hey, I'm a more mature person now!" and then comment on and give advice to complete strangers.

In all seriousness, sorry about the loss, and trust me, you'll continue feeling better as time goes on.
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im taking averys suicide way harder than i thought i would. him and i were good friends from most of highschool through a good part of the college years. there was drama with the ultimate end all, money. i didnt talk to him for a good year or longer since the falling out with him and a lot of his friends at the time. makes...
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suzieq20:
i know how it feels to have no one to talk to frown i don't know but i've heard it will get easier
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one of my friends from colorado called me at work today, circa noon. he told me an old friend of mine was found in his closet. he hanged himself on tuseday night. such a waste of what could have been. i didnt want to return to colorado for a funeral, but it seems fate had plans to the contrary frown
suzieq20:
sorry dude frown try not to get too down
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so im thinking i defanently have to go back to school to improve my marektability. its fucking depressing to drop 60k in school for a bfa in unmarketability. but my parents said from what they know its not uncommon for people to get a generic 4 year degree from a good univesrsity and move on to specialize, ie masters.. doctors.. etc. im gonna be one...
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kreatinkaos:
Return to school , but in the meantime try to find a paid internship at a game company etc ..... biggrin