So I gave the pizza man a 24 dollar tip last night. the 20 must of been stuck between a 1 and I was in a hurry.....it was movie night with friends (Donnie Darko). No wonder he was so happy when he left.....I need to start paying more attention......I keep forgeting small things.
So, I realized that I have too much on my plate. I don't know evern where to begin........I'm in one of those positions where I am faced with a hugh pile of work that I can't begin any of it since there would be no way to finish it all on time.
On the up side, I have two hugh crushes on two very sexy...
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ironhalo:
good to hear from you again! new laptops gotta be nice! too much on your plate.. know the feeling! but it keeps the mind occupied, and that can say a lot sometimes... not thinking and just doing makes things more bearable. 2 new prospects eh? quality 
no need to act, make them come to you! they should be the ones alleviating your stress and putting you at ease, isnt that the reason men are here 
things are going well for me, life is life.. thats all i know to say about it. things are in the works, but theyre always in the works ya know? all i can do is bide my time and keep working.. im tired too.
no need to act, make them come to you! they should be the ones alleviating your stress and putting you at ease, isnt that the reason men are here
things are going well for me, life is life.. thats all i know to say about it. things are in the works, but theyre always in the works ya know? all i can do is bide my time and keep working.. im tired too.
So, after being disconnected forever.......I am back with a Powerbook G4.
fun fun!!!
fun fun!!!
So, I think that I am finally out of my slump......I'm feeling pretty good....on 100% yet....but I'm on my way .
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ironhalo:
happy valentines day!! hope all is well on the other side of the country 
ironhalo:
happy easter!!
I seem to be in this depressed mood....or slump.....which is draining my wallet 
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For some reason, I just don't feel as pretty as I used to.....It really sucks.
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For some reason, I just don't feel as pretty as I used to.....It really sucks.
ironhalo:
dont be depressed! dont forget youre one of a very very small percentine of people worldwide that's going for their masters... that alone should help keep your chin up.
the gamble is up to me, very true statement.. its hard when your brother and roomate all want her.. plus they work with her too.. .. i dunno.. i've learned a lot from her in the brief week we've been doing whatever it is we're doing. i've things about myself that otherwise would hvae remained hidden.. still cant shake the feeling that this is going to end up hurting. she and i agreed that we woudl take things one day at a time.. thats all you can do right?
hope you get out of your funk..
dont forget youre one of a very very small percentine of people worldwide that's going for their masters... that alone should help keep your chin up.
the gamble is up to me, very true statement.. its hard when your brother and roomate all want her.. plus they work with her too.. .. i dunno.. i've learned a lot from her in the brief week we've been doing whatever it is we're doing. i've things about myself that otherwise would hvae remained hidden.. still cant shake the feeling that this is going to end up hurting. she and i agreed that we woudl take things one day at a time.. thats all you can do right?
hope you get out of your funk..
So, I'm still working on getting that man out of my mind.......after all, the one I fell in love with doesn't exist......he was a character put on my cruel man...........and that lazy bitch can go ahead an marry the man he really is.
I am no longer sad that my relationship with him is over.....but, it does suck not to be in love anymore.......being in...
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I am no longer sad that my relationship with him is over.....but, it does suck not to be in love anymore.......being in...
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ironhalo:
you were right about the last semester of school, it went by in a blink of an eye. things are going well on my end.. im reinventing myself lately.. finding time to do stuff that i woudl have never been able to do in the past.. im also working on a short film in boulder.. hopefully it turns into a full time job.
im sorry to hear about your relationship.. being in love is a really really awesome feeling, i miss feeling that way myself.. but youre right tho.. one day you will love again. just make sure to crack the whip so the respect is there
im sorry to hear about your relationship.. being in love is a really really awesome feeling, i miss feeling that way myself.. but youre right tho.. one day you will love again. just make sure to crack the whip so the respect is there
Why do men do mean, stupid things???? Why did I let one rip me in two???? Now I feel stupid!
Going to look at the stars in Arizona....be back next week.
Going to look at the stars in Arizona....be back next week.
ironhalo:
hey you! its nice to hear from you again. i was starting to wonder if you got eaten by a hurricane or something. yea.. boys/girls suck. eh, what are you gonna do.. its just the nature of people at this point in time; but it cant rain all the time. graduation was by far the scariest thing in the best ways possible. febuary i'm slated to recieve that really expensive piece of paper.
happy new year btw!! next time youre up here we should get coffee again some time or something!
happy new year btw!! next time youre up here we should get coffee again some time or something!
Ok,
well, lately I feel like a major slacker........but, yet all I do is work.......having two jobs and school is much harder than I thought it was going to be.
...all I want to do is sleep.....
well, lately I feel like a major slacker........but, yet all I do is work.......having two jobs and school is much harder than I thought it was going to be.
...all I want to do is sleep.....
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ironhalo:
im still unsure of what the future holds for me. i need to start applying to places so i can get a job, and i need to do it soon. i just doubt myself a lot, and its sucking up what precious time i have left. i know theres chances out there for me, i just need to make the extra effort to take them for myself, easier said than done.
how are things going for you across the country? i bet you must be looking foward to getting back to colorado
how are things going for you across the country? i bet you must be looking foward to getting back to colorado
ironhalo:
happy turkey day!
...well, one more hurricane down.........hopefully no more to go.
I think this graduate school thing is coming along well......I have no time though......And, I miss my lover terribly ...but, all will work out in due time.
I think this graduate school thing is coming along well......I have no time though......And, I miss my lover terribly
...but, all will work out in due time.
ironhalo:
4 hurricanes in 3ish months? thats gotta be a record or something. glad to hear school is going well, and that youre still able to function despite all the hell unfolding around you.
relationships are strange things... but among the most important things is the fact that youre happy around the other. hope you and your man find that 'due time' is short time
study hard!!
relationships are strange things... but among the most important things is the fact that youre happy around the other. hope you and your man find that 'due time' is short time
study hard!!
neopop:
That, sadly, is the dear price we pay to persue our passion. In due time, indeed. Stiff upper lip dear, sounds like you'll be just fine. You've got a lucky guy.
"Patiently does a lover wait; as the fruits of anticipation's end, be so truely great." Me
(credit where credit is due)
See ya'!..................Neo
"Patiently does a lover wait; as the fruits of anticipation's end, be so truely great." Me
(credit where credit is due)
See ya'!..................Neo
...and I thought I was getting away from all that hard weather in Colorado....but, I can't get used to these Hurricanes......
ironhalo:
2 hurricanes back to back?? thats a real bummer but look at it this way, theres no snow to worry about and no paralizing cold either, right? just perpetually nice weather. most of the time. you werent directly in the way of any of the hurricanes right?
but look at it this way, theres no snow to worry about and no paralizing cold either, right? just perpetually nice weather. most of the time. you werent directly in the way of any of the hurricanes right?
ironhalo:
hey, how are things down in florida? i know ivan has been causing some problems down there... im not sure where you are relative to ivan, hopefully far far away..
i need to watch the directors cut of donnie darko..
the real worlds a strange place, but its something i need to get used to. im quite sure that once i get my first *paying* job i'll feel a lot more validated in my efforts, like someone is acknowledge my efforts.. and hopefully that day will be here soon!