Thursday Aug 11, 2005

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I've made it far in my field........
I can do math for hours.......
I've seen stars and galaxies no one as thought of.....
I eat sushi everyday.......
I love my natural hair color.....
I forget a lot......
I love my friends....

Thus, I fight like hell to hide the fact that I've given up.
ironhalo:
step outside the 'fishbowl'. take things in a new light. detachment means clarity for some situations. youve got a job in your field and youre going somewhere. i hate math. i think i saw venus one night. sushi is awesome; so is sashimi smile my hairs red again. forgetting is to be human. think of how many people have friends that are really anything but that....

and dont give up. smile

Thursday Aug 04, 2005

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What the hell is wrong with me?????

I just feel blah........

I finally go a good TA-ship for next year. And they're giving me a 25% raise......... smile smile smile smile smile If only grad school was less dramatic.

Working at Starbucks is like being in high school again..........I'm too old for clicks............all the "I'm too punk for you bitch" shit........you're a 20 year old undergrad with no direction.........fuck off...
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ironhalo:
i LOVE it when i see a nice, preppy as shit, nose in the air ignorant asshole sporting a mohawk. if you can even call it a mohawk. cllicks suck!! glad to hear things are moving along with the teaching assistant stuff. i wanna start using my major to make money so bad.

dont sweat the moron guys. theres tones of those out there, but it makes it all the better when you find a keeper, right? wink

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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Today I celebrate my 25th trip around the Sun..........fun fun...
ironhalo:
quarter of a centry old! im almost there myself. hope ya had a good time with good people. are you attending summer classes?
ironhalo:
yeap.. things have been working in my favor lately.. its defanetly nice to have things go your way biggrin how are things in florida? hope you avoided the bulk of the next hurricane.

Sunday May 29, 2005

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wow! I 've been gone a long time.

I finally got internet in my apartment. I wonder how I made it this long? I wonder why I thought I could?

Things are going well. Well, except for the depression part. But, I'm coping better everyday.

Tonigt I hung out with friends and went out for sushi.

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ironhalo:
happy birthday!!
elkcam:
Happy birthday, mira. Hope it will be a great one for you smile

Friday May 06, 2005

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What!? Im only allowed 105 favorite picks??????

life has been good this week. I have taken some time off, and yet gotten some work done. I need to work on my anxiety and not making myself overly stressed out. Sometimes all that this wrong, I do to myself.

Last night I hung out with friends, drank some beer, ate some taco bell. The boy was...
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ironhalo:
my mom told me to never believe anything your mind tells you. kinda makes me wonder if ignorance really is bliss to a certain extent?

there needs to be beaches in colorado, and the boulder res doesnt count..

Tuesday May 03, 2005

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What did I do this week(end)?

I got to sleep alot
I got to drink alot
I got to drink some more
I went to some random punk show with an audience of -40 and 2 cockroaches
I made myself pancakes for lunch
I spend hard earned money on nothing......but, I wanted that shit!
I drank less coffee than usuall ......that weird.

Oh yeah.....I started...
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ironhalo:
my comment never made it or something. fucking comcast. so heres the synopsis:

one becomes 2, then 4 then youre at a half pack wondering why you started that vile habit in the first place. not that its not enjoyable or sometimes social.. because it is.. just dont get hooked, quittings a bitch. stick to coffee, its better for you.. i think?

Wednesday Apr 27, 2005

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What the fuck....I thought I was done!!!!! Damn research paper! The final went alright though. i was happy about that. we all meet at Denny's yesterday morning to go study before the test..........as if that would ever work....

Tonight I have to endure work with the new automatic espresso machine and that boy. I hape it goes well.
ironhalo:
ahh, finals... in a really wierd way i miss being in college. but i really dont miss the stress and pulling all nighters, i need my sleep!! hope that boy behaves

Saturday Apr 16, 2005

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Why can't I attact a grounded guy......I get these hurt souls who can't deal with anything going on around them..........He's so sad (as in that is they way he constantly feeling) and my I can't help but send my heart out to him.

Wierd part of the situation: He brought up religion in the middle of our petting session!! And how he doesn't agree with...
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ironhalo:
sounds like a shitty situation frown i really try to avoid people that strike me as extremely emotionally damaged or mentally unstable. i find that it keeps me a lot happier and stable as well. i can totally understand feeling his pain, but ive personally found that its just not a good idea... gotta be happy with yourself before you can find it in another.

Thursday Apr 14, 2005

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I hate tests!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and why does that boy keep avoiding me?????? frown frown frown

Monday Apr 11, 2005

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So, is getting involved with a co-worker bad.........I mean really as bad as everyone seems to think?

I of course I have now found out that is may be a Jesus freak in punk clothing.............then again he was drunk too and had to objection to getting busy!!!! He normally a really lovely, tolorant guy.
ironhalo:
no!!! dont do it!!!! never dip in the company ink!!!!!! seriously, dating co workers can defanently work out, plenty of people at my work date and it works out just fine. the ones ive dated never worked out. its always got wierd for me, especially after the break up whatever but if youre into him then go for it! besides, the innocent ones are the most fun to corrupt anyway biggrin

snows already long gone too.. it was back to 50 the next day!
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