kittyinabox

blue mondays an awesome song. i think orgys a very underrated band! i have (had) both their cds... lousy asian hoodlums gaffled those cds i heard theyre making a third cd too... that should be awesome. blue mondays a pretty obscure type o negative song. its off one of their remixed single cds or something. dont remember which one tho..

hmm.. how will you know who i am at netherworld... i could go in there and yell really loud for you and say im that guy you know from pornoland.. or i could sit by the door with a cardboard sign with 'irohalo' written on it and a hat for coffee fund donations

hehe.. ill just wear my independent hoodie tommorow, and ill probably have a backpack too... speaking of which, how will i know how to look for you?

8ish sounds good still.. ill just give you a call tommorow sometime and we can work out the details.. since we both have cell phones ill just call you when i get there.

jefferson airplane remade..! i gotta download that song now... those lyrics blatantly encompass so many strange things in society, great song to look at in different lights... one of my favorite songs is Type O Negative's remake of Summer Breeze. the orignal recording from whom i forget sucks, but the remake is really good. the lyrics arent nearly as engaging... but the song is quite soothing in the best ways.

im kinda excited to go to Neitherworld, as dorky as that may sound. ive always held this odd fasciantion with that place since i learned of its existance, plus i really liked their ads too i used to go to penny lane all the time with a couple friends ages ago. we'd get coffee and sit around and play chess and just talk about random stuff. those ended up being some of the most entertaining nights. mental stimulation beats the hell out of random mischef at parties.

hope ya had a fun weekend

well, apparently i lost the ability to read.
i guess my cognitive abilities are somewhat lessened at 3 in the morning...

congrats!

glad ya feel better now i still think rocks is a good idea, maybe not at them but at their car instead?

engineering is just not my thing. my parents told me the exact same thing. paul!! the money is in the engineering!! but thats just not for me. too much math and its just boring. did i mention too much math? besides, i like my career choice as well. dont discredit yourself, from what i know youve been doing papers and all that fun convention stuff... thatll mean something down the road.

we should do tuseday next week instead of sunday. every sunday for me is hands down my longest day, just because i do so much stuff on those days. ill email you my cell phone number later so we can work out the details or in case something comes up before then. i still wanna go to cafe netherworld just because i want to go there regardless. those damn cool ads are too much to deny!

curse those fucking people!! you should throw large rocks at them or something instead of going to sleep!!! (as long as i didnt do anything to piss you off..) besides if you go to bed pissed you have funny dreams...

i uploaded a bunch of my artwork, but the stupid sg pics area has a file size limit and im not gonna compress the files that low. they look like poop

so i uploaded them to my site instead here

if you wanna get coffee on sunday i should be down to go. let me know.. i could probably get there by around 10 pmish? provided theyre still open then..

dont let the stupid peons get ya down! tommorows a new day..

i missed the rain so much! i love the smell of rain, makes me feel good about life for some strange reason.. i think im gonna have to download some mission uk stuff now too. assemblage 23 was a good recomendation btw.

i dont know if sundays gonna work for coffee but i know i can go later in the evening on tuseday or thursday. friday i dont know what ill be up to, i always make my plans the day of.

hope your day improves..



[Edited on Feb 23, 2004 8:53PM]

so its looking like itll take some doing to coffee.. maybe we could do it sunday night provided im coherant by the time the sun goes down and youre not doing anything already. also, when i say 'go to coffee' i really mean 'go for chai'. ive found that whenever i do the coffee thing i always end up getting chai tea or something very similar.

i think you have the best reasoning behind your choice in majors. doing stuff because it peaks your curiosity is the way to do it. people that choose jobs based purely on financial reasons die miserable people. doing what you love is so important to having a nice life. besides, some of the theories that physics people and atronomy people discover are just insanely interesting.

i went hunting for some good pics to post for ya but i have no idea which cd theyre on! and i have a fair amount to sift through. all that looking made me think i need to draw more and be more proactive with things that i used to really love.

anyway, im really tired again for some wierd reason. if you wanna get coffee after you get off work this tuseday or thursday let me know. i dont mind driving to denver again now that i have my new stereo

uh, yea... on the warm weather youll have to accept a rain check. ironically i said the exact same thing last year about it getting warm, and i went ahead and put my rims on. a side note: these tires are dry road only. they dont stop in snow. at all. i found this out the hard way... itll be 60 degrees tommorow anyway. its colorado afterall!

broken record does sound somewhat bad. so we'll upgrade that to something more positive, like a thorough learner. i have to check out all the options before i decide to move to the next tier..

unfortunately sunday is the day that im completely useless. i work from 10 to close, go to the parents house for food and if im still coherant i go to my friends house for book updates which turns into me sleeping in my chair. normally tired from the previous days

i wish i took a year off sometimes. ive been in college for nearly 6 years. im ready to get out. and youre gonna go for a masters in physics and a Ph D. in astronomy! thats awesome that you have so much drive. physics has always interested me a lot, but only the theories. same goes with astronomy. black holes and stars and the sheer scale and power of celestial bodies has always intrigued me...

ill have to upload some of my art. just gotta root around my HDD and some old cds and ill see what i can throw up.

if you havent read any of the original Dune books, you may want to. theyre pretty interesting, espeically when you start reading into what he hasnt physically written.. i should read the bell jar again..

let me know how the coffee progresses

yea, we should hit up cafe netherworld sometime. i havent gone for coffee in a very long time, i miss doing that. unfortunately tusedays and tursdays are the only days that i dont work. unless you wanna meet after 10ish itll have to be on those days. i think im working too much..

i think if anything im a slightly broken record. my goal is to move out and learn as i go, but sometimes i keep hitting a snag and i find myself where i was again. takes a huge bump (kick in the pants) to get me back on track sometimes.

tarot cards eh? ive always been intrigued by those things.. i should pick up my own set of cards and start doing that too. the last time someone did a reading for me was 4ish years ago, and the kid was right on. he was part of a group of pagans from ireland or scotland. cant remember, think it was celtic? if anyone was a true pagan it was him.. wierd stuff happened around him, it was hard to not notice it.

as for the books, the major one is a book on how to code for games. i think its being done in C Sharp..? but my friends are dong the coding and another guy is doing the writing. they also wanted a supplimental game to go along with the book to illustrate the points in the book. thats where i come in. im responsible for creating nearly all the computer graphics for the book. enviornmental design through character design.. the works. the other book is a lot less serious. some of my other friends that i role play with once in a blue moon are in the process of making their own rpg. they just need someone to make pictures of guns and vehicles and such. i havent even started that one yet..

i was/am an artist.. i used to draw all the time, but for some reason i just dont anymore. not 100% sure why. but, i had a photo class a couple years back and fell in love with that kind of art. this xmas my parents got me a digital SLR camera so i can get back into it without worrying about developing and printing costs. i can go right to my computer. i should be getting a new lens in a couple weeks, and ill be able to start taking pics again

hows the hunt for a worthy grad school going? have they all got back to you yet? dont let your brain get the best of you, you seem to have real dedication and people will notice that.

So...it was a key that punctured my tire....a whole key decided to have enough stability to stand in the middle of the road and only I could of ran it over....

My weekend was pretty fun, valentines day is always a bizzare weekend tho. Sounds like you had a pretty fun sunday night at the church and cafe netherworld. ive always wanted to go to that place, i remember seeing ads for it in the onion way back in highschool. their ads always had neil gaimans version of death drinking coffee. but for whatever reason actually going there always eluded me. im gonna have to fix that sometime... im normally in denver tusedays and thursdays. class ends at 630 and i dont have to work those days..

the churcs is a pretty interesting place, ive wanted to take some pictures there for a little while now, but i dont think theyd appreciate a random guy taking pics when everyones clubbing. sounds like you got caught off guard when you went upstairs. girls are vicious, and last time i checked those kinds of girls and gothier girls dont exactly get along...?

ive never limited myself to one sub culture or group, although sometimes ive wished that one specific group fit me best. ironically something ive always been proud of is that i find my own way in life as best i can and no one person can say theyre just like me. i like my feeling of uniqueness and independence, in fact i value it over most things in my life. so why do i want to be categorized into one group? i guess it just makes things simpler. although i know i wouldnt be happy for long being in one specific nitche inthe world. At any rate, being intrigued by so many different groups of inetrest has made me a more well rounded individual. i wouldnt trade that in for anything.

as for the excruiating noise of silence.. well that i understand all too well... the world around you becomes a raging hurricane and youre stuck in the eye. whats going on..? if youve never tried meditating, it may help. find a dark and quite place and just sit, watch your thoughts float by and try to clear your mind of everything in it. do it for a half hour or so and youd be surprised on how a void can reveal answers.

watch out for those aggressive keys...

[Edited on Feb 16, 2004 8:39PM]

mmm.. coffee.. that stuff has a reverse effect on me. normally it makes me tired.. starbucks frapuchinos are my current addiction. theyre so damn good and they actually wake me up in the morning.

im probably going to not take my ex up on the offer of going out. shes a bit too permiscuous, and by that i mean shes a raging hooker. shes got a habit of sleeping her friends away, and i think shes at the point where no one will talk to her. she said she goes to grizzly rose alone the majority of the time and just dances. but.. i probably will call her, just for the sake of catching up.

ive never gone to any sort of bondage gathering or even tried that for the most part. but, some aspects do really sound interesting. i think if i went to those things id either be horribly scared or horribly turned on. or both? ive never met anyone thats really willing to try that stuff. mostly lack of trust i think. somehow i dont think ill be going to that valentines day eve party, just a feeling

i graduate in less than a year now. i need to start getting a demo reel compiled or ill never get a job. its not because i dont know what im doing, its becuase i just dont get modivated. ill want to do stuff, but i end up realizing that ive been in my chair for a half hour daydreaming. i think im gonna start aterol again, just in smaller doses. 10 mg is way too much!

speaking of homework... prolly should get back to it! im learning the embedded code maya runs off of (MEL). sometimes it makes me want to run head first into a wall.. lots and lots of connections..

happy valentines day!!