I should update this really, shouldn't I?
See, the thing is, I have too many ways to talk to the world. And I'm not really in a place to share my writing. Which means that I don't want to either erpeat myself here or put in stuff that would go in my main blog, and I don't have little creative pieces with which to entertain you.
It's been a month since I last wrote anything on The Book and frankly going back to it is a rather depressing affair. The last chapter I wrote is...well...it's not *bad* per se, it just ends badly and I need to write it s it flows better, only the little voice inside seems to have gone quiet and I'm just worried whether the whole section is duller than a dull thing and argh, the stupid thing is in danger of dying on me again, isn't it? AARGH! (kicks TB).
Things with The Crush arew going well, to the point where she's stopped being The Crush and turned into The Girl (or The Girlfriend if you prefer). Which I hope isn't rushing things, especially given that we've not yet met. But we *have* been friends for three years and there's definitely sparkage so, y'know, hopeful. I guess she's still my Internet girlfriend until we meet and see what happens, but that won't be far away (and then I've got to get the money together to go and see her - but at least then I can have kicked the book into shape). So yeah, excited and scared at the same time.
And I need more sleep. And a fulltime job, or at least moire money for less work
But yewah, sleep would be good.
OK, going to kick the book again.
See, the thing is, I have too many ways to talk to the world. And I'm not really in a place to share my writing. Which means that I don't want to either erpeat myself here or put in stuff that would go in my main blog, and I don't have little creative pieces with which to entertain you.
It's been a month since I last wrote anything on The Book and frankly going back to it is a rather depressing affair. The last chapter I wrote is...well...it's not *bad* per se, it just ends badly and I need to write it s it flows better, only the little voice inside seems to have gone quiet and I'm just worried whether the whole section is duller than a dull thing and argh, the stupid thing is in danger of dying on me again, isn't it? AARGH! (kicks TB).
Things with The Crush arew going well, to the point where she's stopped being The Crush and turned into The Girl (or The Girlfriend if you prefer). Which I hope isn't rushing things, especially given that we've not yet met. But we *have* been friends for three years and there's definitely sparkage so, y'know, hopeful. I guess she's still my Internet girlfriend until we meet and see what happens, but that won't be far away (and then I've got to get the money together to go and see her - but at least then I can have kicked the book into shape). So yeah, excited and scared at the same time.
And I need more sleep. And a fulltime job, or at least moire money for less work
But yewah, sleep would be good.
OK, going to kick the book again.
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scylla:
He is actually the first person in a long time with whom I connect with in addition to making mad babies. so no i will not kick him. i will however write random minimalistic comments in journals RIGHT before sleeping~
fortysix_and_two:
Sometimes, being friends is the way a beautiful thing IS, not starts or ends. If you stay friends, then you can have all the benefits of the shared company. My best friend is also an occasional lover of mine, but always friends first, and I honestly feel more fulfilled than any named 'relationship' I've ever had. Do what you feel, but don't lose what you have.