So... I've been really quiet recently. Turns out life decided to get a little unruly. I need to vent for a bit, so duck and cover, friends.
This new job is a real nightmare. I've worked with the public for years now, but there is something different about this plave, something intangible, that I just can't put my finger on. Whatever it is has been driving me to a level of anxiety that I have never experienced before in my life! I've been on stage in front of crowds more times than I can even remember. I worked Black Friday at a Toys R Us with only a few weeks training. I have spent more time dealing with people than any other person I have ever met and never once have I felt this stressed! It's almost enough to make me question my sanity.
Then again, maybe I already have.
I told my supervisor about how I feel and she suggested that I visit one of the company "coaches." I was more than a little unsure about talking to a stranger about my life, especially since both of my parents regularly see therapists due to their own issues over the last few years. Yeah, that's just what we need; another person in this family seeing a shrink. I've always been aware that my emotions tend to run deep and more than a little wild, but maybe it's time I had someone else take a look at my life from the outside. Who knows, it might actually do some good.
What do you think?