So basically, I'm an asshole. Or better yet, I'm being a dick so I've been told. I don't have this coping well thing down yet. I get a birth shitty news and BAM! Crazy bitch.
I guess I'm just trying to give people the opportunity to "walk away". There's someone I look forward to talking to everyday. I don't have the balls or willpower to tell them yo stop talking to me, just more so giving them an easy out. I'd rather them be too pissed off to talk to me, than me shutting them out.
Unfortunately that plan backfired, resulting in them calling me out on being a dick.
I'm sorry.
I guess one good thing about this is the weightloss. I used to work out tons to get to this point, but all these treatments result in hurling!!!!
Interesting comparison pic. Yeah I'm proud. Fuck off.
I'm calling it a night, before I say something else I regret.
Sorry,
Kirbs
