So the weekend is finally over and the entire time I wanted to tell it to lick me! Everything that could and would go wrong, did.
Just putting furniture together made me look like I was beaten.
Tomorrow is the start if a new week.
For the past year-ish, I was on medical leave from the gym. Fuck did I miss it. I've been given the go ahead again, even though I'm back to radiation. I feel soo horrible about myself, that contrary to all the selfies, I really hate what I see.
My radiation is generally mid morning, and it leaves me feeling like a bag of shit. I decided I'm gonna wake up an hour earlier and hit the gym. Hopefully I can stick to this.
Need to lose another 30-40 lbs to accept myself. I hate how there's a stereotype of what people consider "hot". Blonde, skinny, petite, busty, blue eyes, tan.
I'm neither.
