wow, funny week... i don't even know if i can explain it reasonably or rationally or whatever the fuck. too much crying from everyone, including me. i think everyone around me is pmsing or got kicked in the head by the "get emotional and cry all the time" ogre. i'm really blah right now. i ate too much, that might have something to do with this feeling, i was full after one, but they tasted sooooo good, so i ate two more, now.... i just want to sleep or not move. i just keep thinking about how i have to go up to school in 30 minutes. ugh. oh i just finish my most resent painting, it was supposed to be a christmas present, but that didn't quite work out as planned, i really don't like it when i'm late with presents. but hopefully she'll understand. the paint wasn't right or something, i had to keep redoing parts of it, it was really aggrivating. but it was fun for like the first two days. i don't understand, on some of my most complicated looking paintings, it only took me a short time to do. on my simpler ones, they seem to take a whole lot longer? what's up with that shit? i will figure this out one day.... soon enough. oh, i'm writing a paper on change, physical, mental, any kind really. that's fun, and i'm stuck too. well, got to go to the education station now they won't like if i'm late. bye bye
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so much going on - and all i really want to do is go out tonight and run around like a loon, laughing my ass off. fun!
i love change. a lot. i just hate it when it moves too fast and i miss the picture show. i do love new scenes, new people, new times - just so long as there are a few people that can be strings to pull you back into loving arms.
hey - btw, im in the most insanely happy mood because of moving back to austin...so my apologies if it comes off as if i am a cookie cutter kook.
so what are you passionate about? who are you? how do you come across to people? what are you working on in yourself and in our world, if anything?
xo,
widow.