Why is it always so fucking complicated?
Nothing happens to you for years or months on end... and youve let yourself drift in a semi-conscious state consisting of a very pale imitation of life, pretending you dont care... but deep inside youve been feeling horrible all along because you know that there should be so much more to life than this.
You start to become...
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Nothing happens to you for years or months on end... and youve let yourself drift in a semi-conscious state consisting of a very pale imitation of life, pretending you dont care... but deep inside youve been feeling horrible all along because you know that there should be so much more to life than this.
You start to become...
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perversia:
:hugz: and 
's coz I know you need them.
's coz I know you need them.
juxlii:
Heya. It has been a while. There was (and is) this whole thing with this amazing woman that turned into a fucking rollercoaster but might just be leveling out.
I hope everything is working in your world. Let me know what's going on. Keep your chin up...everything will work out in the end.
I hope everything is working in your world. Let me know what's going on. Keep your chin up...everything will work out in the end.
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partiallyblind:
don't you worry about that.
any time you need me...
any time you need me...
juliana:
Check your email, please.
OK, i've got about two hours to kill before this amazing girl finishes work, and therefore I thought that a quick update/journal tour would be a good idea 
First of all, I want to thank you all once again for your wonderful words... thank you.
I'm having the most wonderful time... not getting into details now, it would take pages & pages to describe how...
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First of all, I want to thank you all once again for your wonderful words... thank you.
I'm having the most wonderful time... not getting into details now, it would take pages & pages to describe how...
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nonchalance:
Come back you bastard! We are all jealous! 
You sound happy, thats the best thing. 
You sound happy, thats the best thing. 
meekesh:
hey there, yea job is fun, hardly ever get internet access tho. miss the london hardcore 
I've heared apnea is coming?! met so many different people in last 2 weeks, my head is spinning 
I've heared apnea is coming?! met so many different people in last 2 weeks, my head is spinning Right.
I think I've kept that to myself long enough. I've been thinking about that moment for a while now and here it finally is.
Tomorrow, at the same time I'm writing now, I'll be at Gatwick airport with less than one hour to go before take-off.
I am going to California to meet the most wonderful person I've come to know in what seems...
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I think I've kept that to myself long enough. I've been thinking about that moment for a while now and here it finally is.
Tomorrow, at the same time I'm writing now, I'll be at Gatwick airport with less than one hour to go before take-off.
I am going to California to meet the most wonderful person I've come to know in what seems...
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marianabanana:
You kept that all quiet ya bugger! Well, I hope we don't see much of you on here, while you're over there 
Have a fab time sweety. See you soon
Have a fab time sweety. See you soon
catcher01:
hope you're having fun
you knows it
you knows it
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cherry:
haha
Cherry xoxoxox
Cherry xoxoxox
mulhollanddrive:
THIS is why you should NEVER eat vindaloo on a first date. Thanks once again for the words o' wisdom. You are a wise M.F. Take it easy. Oh yeah, I'm really digging The New Christs these days. Any thoughts?
Aaaarrrggghhh I am soooo tired...
Why am I not 20 anymore? How many white nights, how many nights spent sleeping only 1 hour or 2 and feeling fresh as a morning breeze the day after... Well, not anymore. I slept 4 hours, saw the morning rise and Im like the walking dead now.
I was with antenna, Cherry, Tilly, Vix & brainfreeze...
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Why am I not 20 anymore? How many white nights, how many nights spent sleeping only 1 hour or 2 and feeling fresh as a morning breeze the day after... Well, not anymore. I slept 4 hours, saw the morning rise and Im like the walking dead now.
I was with antenna, Cherry, Tilly, Vix & brainfreeze...
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drexel:
i was gonna apply yesterday or the other day...whenever i saw ppl talking about it. but i didn't. so i did just now.
brandviolet:
You are very special to me (now), more so than before. Get some rest!
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hologram_____:
I'm happy that you're happy.
Hit me with an email with the details about your trip to Paris, if you've got time. I might be able to wave my magic wand for you guys.
Hit me with an email with the details about your trip to Paris, if you've got time. I might be able to wave my magic wand for you guys.
nonchalance:
Still happy??? This is unprecedented! Hope you feel as good as i do, which considering i've just spent a good few hours reading monologues from Chernobyl victims isn't as happy as i could be, but still happy.
Hope you feel as good as i do, which considering i've just spent a good few hours reading monologues from Chernobyl victims isn't as happy as i could be, but still happy. You're going to have a picnic. Rain's on the menu.
You seriously need to hear the voice of the person you care about most but it won't happen due to stupidly petty circumstances.
You order many things that are not urgently needed: they arrive the next day; you order something you vitally need to have before a certain date... and it just won't.
You forget...
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You seriously need to hear the voice of the person you care about most but it won't happen due to stupidly petty circumstances.
You order many things that are not urgently needed: they arrive the next day; you order something you vitally need to have before a certain date... and it just won't.
You forget...
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mulhollanddrive:
Hey man, thanks. Everything you said was right on the mark. Hope you have a great weekend.
poptard:
well i was there, kinda!
stupid G1, can't find a frenchmanina ark, what are you playing at!
stupid G1, can't find a frenchmanina ark, what are you playing at!
So many good records of late...
Currently listening non-stop to:
- Jesse Malin: The Heat
- The Young Gods: Music for artificial clouds (& Heaven Deconstruction)
- aMute: A hundred dry trees
- Skinny Puppy: The greater wrong of the right
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All is good in Kinto land, the weather has improved thousand fold and the sun is greeting me in the mornings, bringing a...
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Currently listening non-stop to:
- Jesse Malin: The Heat
- The Young Gods: Music for artificial clouds (& Heaven Deconstruction)
- aMute: A hundred dry trees
- Skinny Puppy: The greater wrong of the right
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All is good in Kinto land, the weather has improved thousand fold and the sun is greeting me in the mornings, bringing a...
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antenna:
8 days?
until you self-destruct?
until you self-destruct?
nickysonic:
8 days till your 'trip'? I'm not in the position to tell you how great it will be. But it will.
Fancy being gay?
Fancy being gay?
haha you're right, if i can cope with nonchalance i can cope with just about anything
Nice to hear you are happy.
Wish I could tell you I went to see Jesse Marlin live in NYC on July 2, but I couldn't make it. New album out and I think the party was shooting a new video. I immediately thought of you!