Monday Jul 19, 2004

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Way too much stress + major sleep deprivation + brain on emotional overload = Psychotic Kinto.

Forget previous entry. She's gone to the big nowhere as far as I'm concerned. Maybe I needed that.

kiss

Edited to add: I wouldn't mind staying on the phone all day, sometimes smile
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nonchalance:
Hmm, if you are not sure, and it looks like there is a dearth of people able to come out this weekend then maybe we should leave i until next week??
cousindell:
thanks you so much sweety...hope i see you again soon kiss

Monday Jul 19, 2004

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Some of you might remember that a few months ago I asked that same question in my journal: "Is it possible to find peace of mind without having to die first?"

It's not.

I've been to the Skinny Puppy gig in London tonight. It was absolutely amazing, and would stay in my mind as one of the best gig ever. It was mine. My memory....
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juliana:
ooh. on second thought,

... what mariana said.


p.s. by "working" on my insomnia do you mean working to obliterate it, or working to facilitate it? wink
nickysonic:
mad frown

Saturday Jul 17, 2004

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ciel:
i hope u hd a good weekend. I'd like to think me giving you a mum like tap on the shoulder and nod made you feel a bit better. In my own little world it did smile

I am glad you came out. If only to watch Lisa get get really drunk kiss
tobie:
biggrin
the chest in the flesh was just as awesome as I expected, so the answer would have to be a resounding yes.
nice to meet you at last.
kiss
edited cos i cant spell

[Edited on Jul 19, 2004 11:49AM]

Friday Jul 16, 2004

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juliana:
Sending you some sunshine and booblies, STAT.

Smile, you. The nice thing about horrible weather is having an excuse to stay inside and curl up with a good book. None of this "It's such a beautiful day, you'll waste it if you stay indoors" crap.

kiss
asha:
arriving at Victoria coach station at 5pm on Monday, no problem to go straight to the gig as i'll have slept all the way anyway!

Thursday Jul 15, 2004

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This world is sick.

Its very disturbing to be confronted to gratuitous demented acts which sole purpose seem to strike fear & pain in the hearts of good people, and all of that in the name of blind selfishness.

I wish the human race were intelligent. Its not. Lets not forget it and try our best to not make other people hurt.

Give love and...
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bracket:
word.


kiss
drexel:
thanks, darlin. smile

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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Fuck that.

I won't let my darker side eat me this way. I am stronger than that. I hate losers & miserable sods. I won't ever be one.

Kinto back on track. Time to act now.
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crackheidi:
Great to hear. I'll try to get hold of my frined about the rehersal, but it pobably won't be until Monday and I should br going into the Forum about 10:30 am. Let me know how I can contact you.
juliana:
Hi.

I'm going to take that bath now, like I said.

I really don't know how to handle today.

Sorry if I don't feel like talking much when you call later tonight.

I want to drive to see her right now.

Tuesday Jul 13, 2004

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whenever I'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am home again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am whole again

whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am young again
whenever i'm alone with you
you make me feel like i am fun again

however far away i will always love you however...
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ciel:
what they both said kiss kiss kiss
girlblue:
Happiness can be found in the strangest places. Real life being one of them. kiss

Monday Jul 12, 2004

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- Skinny Puppy were absolutely awesome. Thanks to Tubesound, you can read the story here.

- Meeting Jolene before the gig, totally randomly, was grand... I hope that your book is published soon. And iIf you read that, become a SG member again, OK sweetie?

- I feel lonelier than ever. How long can one refuse to acknowledge the deep roots of a depressive state...
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antenna:
Mate, I sympathise with you, and hope you're feeling ok. Loneliness is a killer and can easily swallow you up and drag you down if you let it.
I've been really busy lately, but am hoping to haul myself to The Ship... Hope to see you there, it's been a while.
girlblue:
Acknowledgement and release. All is full of love, but when you are caught up in emotion it is hard to feel your connection to everything around you.

Friday Jul 09, 2004

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I'm waking up... which means I'm horny.

And I read things that make me even hornier.

aaaaaaaarrrgh somebody give me a ghf (i love this one already)... or just spank me.

Oh well, getting ready, should be in Paris in a few hours.

Skinny Puppy... 12 years after.

love to you all
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brandviolet:
Kinto sorry for the delay I will pop a CD in the post today I promise.

I wake up horny as well and unfortunately my fiancee is like The Living Dead until noon at the earliest.

It's not that funny in reality...
nonchalance:
I can offer a sofa in Bristol and conversation. Anything else comes with a definite fee attached. wink

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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So many things to look forward to... and none of them will come easy.

Well.

You know when the time has come to move on; you can feel it in your guts, even if your head doesnt want to listen. In my case, I find it hard to believe that Ive kept my eyes almost shut for so long. Somehow, Ive managed to deal with...
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razorpsych:
she's not back yet. couple of weeks, but i'm probably going to end up charity jaunting with her. wasn't sure what to make of your entries but that's what they are there for isn't it? to write whatever you're feeling. you seem happy though. smile
juliana:
frown
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