Listening to: Sigur Ros
An update at last ! Well, I decided to leave the last comment on for a while, for any latecomers
Firstly, here's a
to the 33 (yes, 33!!) beautiful SGirls who entered my modest home and stayed for a while... you're stars!
Nothing big happened this week - who said: "as usual"
I am waiting for the summer badly, I need to have so many things re-arranged in my life.
Firstly, one of my best friends (check the pic in "my pics") is leaving London & the UK soon and I'm gutted... I've seen so many people come & go these last years that I should be used to that but somehow it always hurts, no matter how hard I try to pretend it doesn't. I will miss you badly, fucker, more than you'll ever know.
Secondly, I am so unhappy to be single... I was in a long term relationship a few years back and I miss all those moments when you don't have to speak, you don't have to move & do anything, when you are just there with a person you love and who loves you. Peace of mind, the kind that can only be brought by the feeling of being loved. I feel so empty most of the time, so useless.
Yesterday I watched "Paris, Texas" by Wim Wenders. God, I had forgotten how good this film was. Watch it if you haven't seen it already. I feel so much like Travis. Lost in the middle of a personal mess and trying to make sense of it all. I know someday I will.
Wow, and I thought I had nothing to say. If you've managed to read this far without falling asleep, be thanked !
And finally, just one question:
What is your favourite film & how do you relate to it ?
K
An update at last ! Well, I decided to leave the last comment on for a while, for any latecomers
Firstly, here's a
to the 33 (yes, 33!!) beautiful SGirls who entered my modest home and stayed for a while... you're stars!
Nothing big happened this week - who said: "as usual"
I am waiting for the summer badly, I need to have so many things re-arranged in my life.
Firstly, one of my best friends (check the pic in "my pics") is leaving London & the UK soon and I'm gutted... I've seen so many people come & go these last years that I should be used to that but somehow it always hurts, no matter how hard I try to pretend it doesn't. I will miss you badly, fucker, more than you'll ever know.
Secondly, I am so unhappy to be single... I was in a long term relationship a few years back and I miss all those moments when you don't have to speak, you don't have to move & do anything, when you are just there with a person you love and who loves you. Peace of mind, the kind that can only be brought by the feeling of being loved. I feel so empty most of the time, so useless.
Yesterday I watched "Paris, Texas" by Wim Wenders. God, I had forgotten how good this film was. Watch it if you haven't seen it already. I feel so much like Travis. Lost in the middle of a personal mess and trying to make sense of it all. I know someday I will.
Wow, and I thought I had nothing to say. If you've managed to read this far without falling asleep, be thanked !
And finally, just one question:
What is your favourite film & how do you relate to it ?
K
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
temptess:
Yup! That perfectly describes my state o' mind. I didn't realixe that it was possible for Dutchmen to become management...
sabine:
you lured us inside, now how will you keep us?