kinto

How are you supposed to feel when the girl you've fallen madly in love with was sleeping in your arms yesterday and today you are 6000 miles away from her... and your own double bed has never looked as cold as death itself?

I have been numb with shock or crying like a fucking baby for the last 20+ hours. Sometimes I can hardly breathe. All of you, please don't hate me if I don't answer posts or else, I just can't right now.

This is so not right

And those tears are coming back again.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
Where are you?

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And to you who despises me so much and will probably read these lines: I used to have respect for you out of love for her. But judging me and writing all this bullshit about me without having the slightest idea of who I am is not only sad, it is an emotional racket. This is not love. This is selfishness. Pretty much the opposite of love then. I hope your rope is long enough.

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LONELINESS LOVES ME MORE
(Michael Monroe)

DON'T YOU THINK IT'S AMAZING
THAT I EVEN FUNCTION IN THIS WORLD
THERE'S NO POINT OF REFERENCE
FOR THIS KIND OF GRIEF
DON'T NEED IT ANYMORE

YOU MAY NOT HAVE NOTICED LATELY
THAT I'VE DISAPPEARED COMPLETELY
WITH SOLITUDE, MY LOYAL FAITHFUL FRIEND

DON'T YOU THINK IT'S COURAGEOUS
TO BE CONSISTANT WITH CHAOS IN YOUR FACE
WHY D'YOU THINK IT'S SO DEPRESSING
THAT I'M ALWAYS GOOD FOR MY WORD

THE ONLY ONE I'VE EVER LET DOWN
WAS MYSELF FOR SACRIFICING
MY NEEDS FOR EVERYBODY ELSE

IF SOMEONE LOVES ME TONIGHT
LONELINESS LOVES ME MORE