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I hate how stupid I am sometimes. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up. But I always believe it somehow. Even while I'm telling myself not to. No matter how many times I've been proven wrong. I still let that little voice in the back of my head get a say. The little glimpse of hope that I know won't happen. I hate it. puke
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btflday777:
If we wouldn't have hope, we would always give up from the beginning, not strive for bigger and better things. Don't feel bad.
xheartswornx:
I feel you on that. I've been there... and am still there.
It's a rough ordeal to hold so much hope and have it fail many times, but when it does pay off it is a pretty good deal.

In my experience, I don't hold hope for many things anymore. I tend to prefer thinking the worst of things because if they don't turn out then I already knew and if they turn up awesome then I get completely surprised and feel amazing. The only problem with that is it doesn't feel so great on a daily basis. I would never recommend it. If only I weren't so trained to be this way after so many decades then it might be easy to rehab myself into something more... hopeful. Even holding hope for the little things can feel like a great dose of enjoyment to get me through the day. I wholly recommend hope, even if it's occasionally toward some of the smaller things that might even be per-meditated to work out perfectly for you. So keep your chin up and keep moving forth. There are great things out there for great people and I have no doubt that you are one of those great people! wink
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So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain
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theatombomb:
Very nice! smile
littlejohn22:
Prefect for the day I am having... how was the interview?
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chewboy:
so im not the only one who thinks it.... muy caliente.
gaslight:
Lookin sharp!
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thursday7:
So Hot!!!!
odingrey:
Absolutely love it!!!
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Have an interview with Albany medical center tomorrow! I have to dye my hair :-(
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blackheartdown:
Kill it on the interview.
While not ideal, dying back to a natural color is much better than having to cut it off.
chefdaddy:
good luck
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Hungover. Ewwwwwwww!!!!!!!! frown
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blackheartdown:
Sometimes it helps to still be slightly drunk when you wake up. Hangover avoided! That's worked once or twice for me. Of course I only had a few hours of sleep before having to get up. tongue
littlejohn22:
Me too... a nap is in my future
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Hey all you sketchers out there (as in people who draw and sketch), I used to sketch and want to get back into it. Maybe some inspiration....can anybody sketch me? I wanna see!
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kingslee:
Yeah. My mom was born there and my family on her side are all still there.
davious:
I am useless with pencils but I might try a digital one on photoshop when I get into work again on Monday smile