kingly

After a completely miserable entry, I had the most wonderful evening. Andy went up to Philly with Jen I think and I got to spend some wonderful time with Cindy. She was alone for 2 hours so we had time for a phone call and then sharing some music while chatting. We pick songs to listen to together, line it up, count down 1, 2, 3 so were're synched and off we go. It makes us feel closer. Our 2 year anniversary passed on 1/15. That was the day I said "I Love You" for the 1st time. I know many people can't and don't understand our rather unconventional relationship and I could care less. This is as real to me as any physical relationship.

So why you ask I say I'm single and "looking for booty". That's just it, as real as it feels, there's still a chance we may never meet. We literally have years until we could act upon it. Well maybe months if her son gets that internship. Yes it's a fantasy world and dreams, but sometimes it's fun living in them. She understands fully and encourages me to meet people in my immediate area, not that I'm looking. But that option is there.

All I know is it felt good to share some laughs. It was like we were both lifted out of our depression. Music is a definate healer. And I feel blessed that she's allowed me to share it with her.