Okay my lovelies,
I made it, barely. I was able to leave last night, mostly because i was mistreated by an old lady bitch ass nurse. lmao. Spending time in a place like that really makes me feel better about my own self, just knowing i'm not half as crazy as some of the people I encountered. But I didn't sleep at all the whole 4 nights, barely ate. AND I still got soda a couple of times a day lol. But the entire time I was there, the only person I called was Cody, half the time his mom said he was "asleep" and when he would come to the phone, he wouldn't say a word..Had to beg him just to say "i love you" back to me.. really hurts I cant even get his support in a mental hospital. I simply can't let him go though...He makes me who I want to be, I love him more than i could ever express to you guys.
ANYWAY. I was just glad to have a cigarette, and a little sleep.
Someone buy me something and make me smile c:
WISHLIST
andd Follow me on TUMBLR =]
I love you guys, and thanks so much for the support, I'm literally in tears reading all your comments!
You all keep me going, and give me smiles.
MUCH LOVE<3
I made it, barely. I was able to leave last night, mostly because i was mistreated by an old lady bitch ass nurse. lmao. Spending time in a place like that really makes me feel better about my own self, just knowing i'm not half as crazy as some of the people I encountered. But I didn't sleep at all the whole 4 nights, barely ate. AND I still got soda a couple of times a day lol. But the entire time I was there, the only person I called was Cody, half the time his mom said he was "asleep" and when he would come to the phone, he wouldn't say a word..Had to beg him just to say "i love you" back to me.. really hurts I cant even get his support in a mental hospital. I simply can't let him go though...He makes me who I want to be, I love him more than i could ever express to you guys.
ANYWAY. I was just glad to have a cigarette, and a little sleep.
Someone buy me something and make me smile c:
WISHLIST
andd Follow me on TUMBLR =]
I love you guys, and thanks so much for the support, I'm literally in tears reading all your comments!
You all keep me going, and give me smiles.
MUCH LOVE<3
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I know it's easy to say I understand what you are going through...but let me tell you..I really and sincerely do. I was hospitalized when I was 20 for similiar circumstances, and that's as much as i'll say about that on a blog comment....but Inbox me a message if you ever want to talk and it doesn't have to be about anything serious.
XD
...and stay strong