kill_switch

Okay, so this is my first entry on here therefore I hope anyone who reads it will bear with me as I figure things out on here. Although I figure that seems how I am a guy on SC that interest in my profile will be limited, but at least that makes feel comfortable saying whatever the fuck I feel like. Today was the first day in the last 6 that I have not had to go in to work, which was fine with me, so I decided to spend some time checking out this site, which I just joined last night, and other than that I shall just be getting my shit ready for work tomorrow and taking it easy here at home. I don't know if I am just tired or what but I seem to be in a rather foul mood today. I had a strange thought earlier, that thought being that if I were a women, I would love to be the version of Catwoman that Halle Berry played. Style, sex appeal, viciousness and action. My blood is up today, last night I was out to see some people, and the enthusiasm I was expecting to be there wasn't, it kinda hurt a little. I am tired of feeling out of place, socially awkward. I am a soldier, people say that I am different, but to tell the truth, if there is one thing I understand it is disorder and violence, I know my role and my place on the battlefield and say to hell with anyone who would judge me for that. To those who do not understand I merely say this, I WILL stand the watch, and I WILL keep you safe with my life if I must. It's what I do, we all do things that make us beautiful, I carry a C7/A1 service rifle with an M203 attached and would walk right up to the gates of hell if ordered to do so, that's what makes my eyes blaze with fire and passion, and that's what makes me beautiful. What I love about this site is that there isn't a single girl on here who isn't unique, and who isn't aware of what makes her beautiful. I hope that maybe through some friendly, and hopefully flirty interaction that I can unlock a side of myself that has been there all this time, but so far has remained hidden. Anyway, it's time to crack another beer and figure out what I am doing to entertain myself this evening, hope I can catch someone's interest soon.

see ya all later,

xoxo
Kill_Switch