So @missy gave us a blog topic to talk about for the week and it got me thinking about myself. She asked "what is your favorite body part?" And for me, at first thought, I didn't think I had anything to say. The past few years I've gotten really hard on myself, and really down. 24 year old me was much more confident. In my one live set, I was a fluffy round girl. I'm still fluffy, and round. I have always been round. I will no doubt be a roly poly old lady. I just have to own it.
When I went to the sglvshootfest back in September I spent a lot of time watching the other girls and comparing myself to them. I wussed out for sure, didn't even attempt to plan any shoots with any of the photographers (I mean, c'mon... I was there with @albertine and @waikiki! How did I pass that up?), because I'm not skinny and I'm obviously not everyone's cup of tea. And that makes me feel like shit. That's not what suicidegirls is about, right? We're supposed to love ourselves and show that even if we aren't conventional gorgeous, we are gorgeous as we are. So I'm trying to love myself more. I'm trying to find something I love every time I look in the mirror. And yeah, so what, I can't go out of the house without a bra on because my big ass titties must be contained.
Well, back to the topic at hand. So I'm round as hell.... which extends to the booty. I take a photo of my butt at least once a day (I send them to my boyfriend when he's away), so I pay more attention to my butt then anything else. And it's round. And it's awesome. I have to say that currently it's my favorite part of my body. Here's a few pictures of my big booty for you all. Hope you like it as much as I do.
