khoos

My sister flaked on the rent again. She's supposed to give me $300/month, and for the past two months she's only given me $100 and she's complained over and over and over that I'm always asking her for money.
This means I have about $120 to buy ALL the christmas gifts I intend to buy and all the food I intend to live off of for the next two weeks. I want to crawl into a corner and cry.
When I ask her about it her response is "I can either give you money for the bills OR I can buy christmas presents" and I ave to respond with "I can neither pay my bills nor buy christmas presents at all as it is."
I owe my best friend $60. And I feel like a total douche, because he's going through some tough financial times and can't really afford to have me not pay him back.
Fucking money.

The worst part is that when I close the store at night, I'm depositing enough money to pay off ALL my debts. Every last one. Including everything I'd need to get the FUCK out of the lease on my car. (Don't even get me started on the fact that my car's a lease. Blame my douchebag ex-bf.)



editted to add:
I just wanted to say that sometime you people move me to tears.
*wipes eyes*
Seriously, who'd have thought I'd meet some of the most amazing people I've ever met, here. I certainly didn't when I signed up.


editted again to add:
FINALLY I got to list some of my jewelry on Etsy - check it out http://khoos.etsy.com