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life is strange.
people are strange. thank you, jim, for that one.

i feel like i'm not saying the right things. i feel like time is slowing down just to spite me.
the again, i feel like i can bend the rules of math sometimes. so i don't think my perception of reality is valid.

is it sad that i'm excited to have a day...
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thank you all for the birthday wishes.
i really needed that.
really.

sigh.

Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut

-k

birthday gifts so far.
beatles book.
harry potter 3 movie.
ship-in-a-bottle kit
zombie incense
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind dvd
a dollar
vampire: bloodlines pc game.

hurray for being a year older....i think.
either way.
i got new pants. they're hot. i look hot.
yes, i'm building my own ego.

invader zim is a hero
anyone want a DR660 drum machine? i'm sellin it....
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i just did laundry, dishes, and made a cheesecake.
i'd be such a great husband.

now it's time to listen to music and be tragic.
god damn i want that cheesecake to be ready to eat.

i don't have a mixer, so i had to do it by hand. that made me tired. but oh man does it look tasty.

i need to buy pants,...
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i hate work.
my bosses are toolboxes.
because of them passing me over for promotion in lieu of hiring their friends, i'll now be down to six hours a week in january.
unless i can get the other assistant to step down.
sigh.
my friend might be able to get me a CSR job. i just need something.

something so i can make money to...
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i just want to spend all night making love to her.
then make breakfast in the morning.
i want to go to the store and try and pick out dishware and bedsheets. then make dinner together.
i want to curl up on the couch and watch the food network and play with her hair, and tell her she's the most beautiful woman in the whole...
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4, 3, 2, 1...

there's no going back, not at this junction.
we've burned it all. blazing effigy.
time for decisive action
ohne dich?
nein.

there's a park, not but 10 minutes away. there's a river there. it's all there. wrapped up in a hurtful memorie.
but at least then i'll know what to do.
what to say.

titles are so strange.
-k

a little lead for a little rest.
-k

so me lady came. t'was fun. went out to dinner with another friend of ours for my early birthday. we were supposed to go out with another friend of mine, but i decided "nuts to that, we only get to see each other tonight until march." so we went back to my place.

oh yeah.
she is, by far, the hottest woman alive. hands down....
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into the fray.
-k
add:
that's not enough.
my thanksgiving. sigh.
includes.
pirates. synthesizers. cold turkey. weird nonfamily/family members that i hate. annoying brother. fight with the lady. hour long drive for tinfoil. art project to rid my room of sunlight.

a few of those are still in effect.

i'm going to go listen to the faint and wish myself away.
-k