kev1n

you ever have one of those nights.
you can't sleep. so you just kind of stare at the tv?
yah, me too.
except somone dislogded the wire that runs to my cable. so i can either watch static or horror movies.
and i'm not in a horror movie mood.
luckily, i borrowed "Evolution" from a friend of mine. good movie.
still, can only watch that once...
why can't i sleep?
close my heavy eyes. give me sleep.

i do think i did a good deed tho...
a long time ago, when my one and only first moved...i bought her, us, a pendant set. each was a gold cross with a silver half-skull on them. one male symbol engraved, one female. it was my "i'm always here" thing.

i left mine at an ex's house. she still has hers.

i tried to find a replacement...but i'd feel like i'd be lying to her anyway. so i'm just going to suck up and tell her i fucked up. but.
but.
but.

this.
this might make it ok.

sigh. hopeless romantic my ass.
i love her dammit.
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you better run and hide,
go crawl under your bed.
the voices are going on inside my head.
and i don't know what's being said
but one wrong move,
and you might be dead.
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-K (that one was me, btw. usually i post junky lyrics from shoddy songs. that one's all kev )