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Reading that last post over made me realize that I sound, feel, and am a real dickhead....
_sarah_:
You aren't a dick. I'm so tired of long-distance relationships I could scream. I've had ONE boyfriend who lived within fifty miles of me. ONE. I swear the next person is going to be local, because I can't put up with the scheduling, lack of contact, and so on anymore. I like casual relationships at the beginning, and it's hard to be casual when you have to schedule a two or three day trip to see someone. You need spontaneity at the beginning, and long distance simply does not offer that.
_sarah_:
GAH. Now I feel responsible for her broken heart.
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Why the hell do I feel this way?!?!

Ok, I love Jessica but this whole living eight hours away and NEVER getting to see her is getting to me more than I thought it would. It just seems so futile and it's pissing me off.

I was actually seriously thinking about being a complete dick today and asking some other girl out while I was...
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Ok, so I talked to the dude. We're getting together this sunday to jam(i hate that term). It's going to go well. and if it doesnt... well that wont happen cause i got knives... just kidding. i only got a couple of screwdrivers and a powerdrill... anyway, things are looking good on this one. here's hoping.
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Ok... I don't know what to write... OH YEAH!!!

ihatemyjob...
ihatemyboss...
ihatetofuckandfuckingfloss...

SEE!?!? I can write songs... I should be in a band. Then it would be, like, the best fucking band ever!!! Even if we all played the harmonica and we were all asthmatic(sp)... We'd kick ass just cause my song writing.






Yeah... anyway... I need to eat and do laundry... I'll be back...
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SWEET!!! I just got a email from a guy trying to form a GOTH BAND! Oh yeah! And guess what the best part is? He lives THREE MILES AWAY! That's all. I could run that distance, easy. I'd need to take some reds before hand, but i could do it. Other than that I'm feeling really great.

I just got this song by David Bowie...
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_sarah_:
David Bowie is amazing. He's such a chameleon. The more albums you own, the more you'll realize that. He adapted to each era of music perfectly, both in songwriting and costuming/makeup. It's extremely hard to classify him.

I've had a crush on him since I was nine years old. smile
opahl:
Hello. smile
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The White Cheddar Cheese-Its made me sick... No more White Cheddar Cheese-Its... Gonna go lay down now...
_sarah_:
Pride is not something to consider when faced with eviction and starvation. No job is beneath me at this point. To refuse a job simply because I wouldn't care for it or to not apply for unemployment simply because I'd feel "poor" would be stupid at this point. The money is there to help people when they need it, and I need it. wink

In Michigan, part of your state taxes go toward unemployment, so you're actually taking out money you'd put in in the first place. It's a good system.
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Guff...

That's all i got to say... Guff...

Since last night I've had two offers from bands, but they've both been too far away. Which sucks. Because one of them was a punk band and i really want into a punk band... but whatever. just gotta be patient. Besides that nothing much is going on...

I got me some White Cheedar Cheese-Its so I'll be...
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Well, damn...

I heard back from the band and it's a no go, so here I am back at it trying to find some people that will be good for me. We'll see what I dig up.

In other news...

I shot and posted a SB set. Yep, two days on the site and there I am.. all nekkid. I like how it came out....
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_sarah_:
That was a great set. I loved it.
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Well I might as well talk about a few things that are happening in my life... well one thing in general.

My quest for music.

I've always wanted to be in a band and now I'm actually trying. I tried out for a band last saturday and they said they needed about a week to figure out if I'm right for it. Well it's been...
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First day as a member... very cool. I already own the book, so I already have some favorite girls, but there is always room for more girls in my heart. Hehe. I don't have much to say right now, so I'm gonna go and browse the site a bit more... Hmm... I wonder if my girlfriend would want to be a suicide girl...?