RAHHH!!!
Listening to: Prowler In The Yard by Pig Destroyer....god i love this cd
Watching: the lights and flickering images behind my eyelids
Reading: In the process of reading Firestarter by Stephen King....what a genious
ahh....i just took a shower....which has improved my mood immensely....considering i was sick...i didn't take a shower for over two days....yucky....and seriously...i didn't use any kind of deoderant or any sort of anti stinkage stuff...i was impressed with myself! haha
but i have a major problem
oh mai gawd
it is bad
So around 4:00pm today i was getting close to the end of my work day...and i was extremely happy to be almost free....only one more hour to go
wewt
then i got a call from my dad
he was at the truck dealership place
he has been having difficulties with his still brand new Ford F150....and so he has been there a lot lately getting stuff fixed....so now...he plans to trade it in
but he was just in there today and now the truck is still with them as they fix the next problem....
which meant that i got to pick my dad up and take him home...ugh
i don't mind doing it....but i get really nervous when i drive with him
ESPECIALLY since my breaks are all shot right now
[like...3 days ago my car out of nowhere started making a grinding noise...not a screeching bad breaks noise....a GRINDING noise...i know that isn't good worth ANYTHING]
so i pick my dad up....and he notices the noise right away [and had refused the offer to drive instead]
so the whole ride home he told me what is probably wrong with my car....and that my driving is amusing...and terrible
ugh...i'm not a bad driver...i was just 1-nervous as all hell 2-stuck in traffic and 3-was somewhere i am not familiar with...and he is REALLY bad at giving directions.....oi vey
So i was kinda irritated by him nit-picking my driving...and THEN he decides to tell me that i MUST take my car in TOMOROW!!!
which i understand...yeah...it really is bad and i need to take care of it because the breaks are TOTALLY going to die....and i'll die lol
But....i currently have NO money
so i mention that...and he says....oh, well, then this is the perfect opportunity to go and use your credit card
ERRRRRR!!! wrong answer.....i just maxed it out about a week and a half ago....not intentionally....things just came up
ugh....so i don't know what i am going to do
like....normally...it takes me two weeks to pay off my card.....but....i don't have two weeks now
friday...i have a car payment....and a cell phone bill....which leaves me about $75 to live off of for a week...that isn't bad....but now i am also supposed to go get my breaks fixed...AND he wants me to get my cat nutered [spelling?] and get her declawed :[[[
so....i don't have the money for any of that
he thinks that the breaks are going to be around $400....so maybe i'll go borrow the money from my mom....if she has it...which is highly doubtful....ugh...i don't have a freaking clue what to do
where the heck am i going to get $400 overnight? shit do i have to go be a prostitute tonight?!!? lol
i wish i could do something as simple as that to get money haha
My dad believes that it is a failed or broken shoe [what the hell?!?! cars have SHOES?!?] that is the problem....{{sigh}} what the hell am i going to do???
god....sometimes i wonder if the only thing i am really good at is getting myself into some horrid jams and getting myself into trouble...because i seem to do it a lot...and irreversibly.
fun fun fun
today...my arm itches like crazy...thats not fun....i can't get it to stop either....and if i scratch it....it will bleed
lame
I'm am also currently free balling...no....nippling it....i never really am without a bra...so i decided to not wear one right now.....actually it was because i was too lazy to find a clean bra after my loverly shower
Thing that is currently making me laugh:
my cat....loves wet hair...and since i took the shower finally....she is chewing on it and like...attacking my hair....its pretty funny and it is making me laugh. i hope she doesn't like...chew off some of my hair! then i would have to cut it shorter than i plan. haha
To Do List
1 Get $400 somehow....or figure out what the hell to do
2 Find out how much it will be to get my cat declawed and nutered [spelling again?]
3 Try to not get into trouble for at least 24 hours
4 Get a haircut....and dye it
5 Take pictures for my application here
6 Try to sleep one night on my own without sleeping pills
7 GET BETTER
8 So i can see Ian lol
9 Eat something soon....
ugh...i have a lot to do...and that isn't all of it....that is just the main things on my mind
i got a cute text today from Ian
Ian: How are you feeling? Are you better yet??
me: No :[ and it isn't getting better...it is only getting worse...i'm about to lose my voice :[
Ian: Dang! Aww man! I wanted to ask you to come over!!! Miss you painty.
for those of you who don't know....painty is one of my nicknames.....everyone in his family and all his friends [and anyone i know through him] calls me painty.....I use to eat finger paints as a kid [and paste too ^_^ yeah yeah shaddap] and Ian found that hilarious....so he would make fun of me for doing something stupid and say It's ok Painty....i understand
and like all lame nicknames....that one stuck lol
i'm actually in a pretty good mood i think. an odd mood...but a good one
I'm also feeling slightly odd....and i've attributed it to this cold...because i'm feeling slightly off....and dizzy....but i'm not on ANYTHING...not even advil anymore.....that should all be out of my system by now.....i haven't taken ANYTHING for over 24 hours now....hmmm.....
but eh..i'm good i guess.....
on a random odd note....[in case anyone really wants to know...which i know is noone lol]...i start on birthcontrol on sunday..... ...which isn't cool.....i'm going to get fat because of it :[[[......but the good things that come out of it are too great i guess
I'm on it for several reasons other than the normal useage
1-Regulate my cycle....because it isn't regular at all and my doctor got weirded out by that
2-acne.....its supposed to clear it up.....which i am excited about
3-my doctor told me it will make me gain weight....which he thinks i need to gain some...what the hell does he know??
4-uhm...there was some other ones....but i can't remember lol
5-oh...the obvious reason
6-and this one is a plus....it is supposedly going to make my boobs grow lol....i am kinda glad at that...but i kinda like my size right now...and plus i just got a new bra like....a month ago....erk...shopping...when i don't have any money.....blah
so yeah....this is quite the long blog...and i could go on for hours...but i have other sites to update as well :]
thank you for reading my lovelies....i will get back to you if you comment...comments....always loved
love, kisses, and lotsa boogers
Listening to: Prowler In The Yard by Pig Destroyer....god i love this cd
Watching: the lights and flickering images behind my eyelids
Reading: In the process of reading Firestarter by Stephen King....what a genious
ahh....i just took a shower....which has improved my mood immensely....considering i was sick...i didn't take a shower for over two days....yucky....and seriously...i didn't use any kind of deoderant or any sort of anti stinkage stuff...i was impressed with myself! haha
but i have a major problem
oh mai gawd
it is bad
So around 4:00pm today i was getting close to the end of my work day...and i was extremely happy to be almost free....only one more hour to go
wewt
then i got a call from my dad
he was at the truck dealership place
he has been having difficulties with his still brand new Ford F150....and so he has been there a lot lately getting stuff fixed....so now...he plans to trade it in
but he was just in there today and now the truck is still with them as they fix the next problem....
which meant that i got to pick my dad up and take him home...ugh
i don't mind doing it....but i get really nervous when i drive with him
ESPECIALLY since my breaks are all shot right now
[like...3 days ago my car out of nowhere started making a grinding noise...not a screeching bad breaks noise....a GRINDING noise...i know that isn't good worth ANYTHING]
so i pick my dad up....and he notices the noise right away [and had refused the offer to drive instead]
so the whole ride home he told me what is probably wrong with my car....and that my driving is amusing...and terrible
ugh...i'm not a bad driver...i was just 1-nervous as all hell 2-stuck in traffic and 3-was somewhere i am not familiar with...and he is REALLY bad at giving directions.....oi vey
So i was kinda irritated by him nit-picking my driving...and THEN he decides to tell me that i MUST take my car in TOMOROW!!!
which i understand...yeah...it really is bad and i need to take care of it because the breaks are TOTALLY going to die....and i'll die lol
But....i currently have NO money
so i mention that...and he says....oh, well, then this is the perfect opportunity to go and use your credit card
ERRRRRR!!! wrong answer.....i just maxed it out about a week and a half ago....not intentionally....things just came up
ugh....so i don't know what i am going to do
like....normally...it takes me two weeks to pay off my card.....but....i don't have two weeks now
friday...i have a car payment....and a cell phone bill....which leaves me about $75 to live off of for a week...that isn't bad....but now i am also supposed to go get my breaks fixed...AND he wants me to get my cat nutered [spelling?] and get her declawed :[[[
so....i don't have the money for any of that
he thinks that the breaks are going to be around $400....so maybe i'll go borrow the money from my mom....if she has it...which is highly doubtful....ugh...i don't have a freaking clue what to do
where the heck am i going to get $400 overnight? shit do i have to go be a prostitute tonight?!!? lol
i wish i could do something as simple as that to get money haha
My dad believes that it is a failed or broken shoe [what the hell?!?! cars have SHOES?!?] that is the problem....{{sigh}} what the hell am i going to do???
god....sometimes i wonder if the only thing i am really good at is getting myself into some horrid jams and getting myself into trouble...because i seem to do it a lot...and irreversibly.
fun fun fun
today...my arm itches like crazy...thats not fun....i can't get it to stop either....and if i scratch it....it will bleed
lame
I'm am also currently free balling...no....nippling it....i never really am without a bra...so i decided to not wear one right now.....actually it was because i was too lazy to find a clean bra after my loverly shower
Thing that is currently making me laugh:
my cat....loves wet hair...and since i took the shower finally....she is chewing on it and like...attacking my hair....its pretty funny and it is making me laugh. i hope she doesn't like...chew off some of my hair! then i would have to cut it shorter than i plan. haha
To Do List
1 Get $400 somehow....or figure out what the hell to do
2 Find out how much it will be to get my cat declawed and nutered [spelling again?]
3 Try to not get into trouble for at least 24 hours
4 Get a haircut....and dye it
5 Take pictures for my application here
6 Try to sleep one night on my own without sleeping pills
7 GET BETTER
8 So i can see Ian lol
9 Eat something soon....
ugh...i have a lot to do...and that isn't all of it....that is just the main things on my mind
i got a cute text today from Ian
Ian: How are you feeling? Are you better yet??
me: No :[ and it isn't getting better...it is only getting worse...i'm about to lose my voice :[
Ian: Dang! Aww man! I wanted to ask you to come over!!! Miss you painty.
for those of you who don't know....painty is one of my nicknames.....everyone in his family and all his friends [and anyone i know through him] calls me painty.....I use to eat finger paints as a kid [and paste too ^_^ yeah yeah shaddap] and Ian found that hilarious....so he would make fun of me for doing something stupid and say It's ok Painty....i understand
and like all lame nicknames....that one stuck lol
i'm actually in a pretty good mood i think. an odd mood...but a good one
I'm also feeling slightly odd....and i've attributed it to this cold...because i'm feeling slightly off....and dizzy....but i'm not on ANYTHING...not even advil anymore.....that should all be out of my system by now.....i haven't taken ANYTHING for over 24 hours now....hmmm.....
but eh..i'm good i guess.....
on a random odd note....[in case anyone really wants to know...which i know is noone lol]...i start on birthcontrol on sunday..... ...which isn't cool.....i'm going to get fat because of it :[[[......but the good things that come out of it are too great i guess
I'm on it for several reasons other than the normal useage
1-Regulate my cycle....because it isn't regular at all and my doctor got weirded out by that
2-acne.....its supposed to clear it up.....which i am excited about
3-my doctor told me it will make me gain weight....which he thinks i need to gain some...what the hell does he know??
4-uhm...there was some other ones....but i can't remember lol
5-oh...the obvious reason
6-and this one is a plus....it is supposedly going to make my boobs grow lol....i am kinda glad at that...but i kinda like my size right now...and plus i just got a new bra like....a month ago....erk...shopping...when i don't have any money.....blah
so yeah....this is quite the long blog...and i could go on for hours...but i have other sites to update as well :]
thank you for reading my lovelies....i will get back to you if you comment...comments....always loved
love, kisses, and lotsa boogers
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good luck with the birth control. im going back off mine next week. it makes me nuts (hormones) and i was much happier when not on it. stop itching your arm!! that wil make it worse! i hope you find a way to get your brakes fixed..and your cat.
and good luck with your application.