Kay, the journal entry is long overdue. I've written and accidentally deleted/closed more than I can even count. But I don't understand how my life can be SO busy, and yet I have nothing actually to write about.
I had great weekend plans, and they all got completely fucked at the last minute. My parents watched the Kill Bill dvd with me Thursday night, and they decided on Friday that they enjoyed it so much that, hey... FUCK my plans to go see it... they were going, and I was watching my brothers.
Oh, man. I haven't been that pissed off in ages. My temper is horrible. I try to stay slow to anger, and have worked very hard on thinking things through WHILE I'm angry, since losing someone VERY important to me because of it. If something makes me REALLY angry, though, there's not a damn thing that can stand in my way. Danny had never seen me throw something across my room and put a hole in the wall... told ya it'd been a long time... it was too cute, he hid in his bed. I felt bad for freaking him out, that's the only reason I calmed down.
I love my boy; he's going to be TWO on May 3!
Gotta make plans for my sweetie's hatchday!
So I skipped lots of school this week, the stress was just getting to me. Work has been great, though. They paid me on Wednesday for my first three weeks - just handed me $300 cash. Since I could finally afford new clothes, I now rock a kickass Gryffindor shirt, and one that says "Through dangers untold and hardships unumbered, I have fought my way here to the castle beyond the Goblin City to take back the child that you have stolen." I'd say name that movie, but who can't? Huzzah!
I was going to talk about all the quirks of my job... which I've come to find out is really the best possible job in the world for me... but I guess I had more to ramble about than I thought. My plans for tonight fell through, too, but I got to go see the movie. I'd already ruined some of the surprises for myself, and though it was completely different than the first movie, I really loved it, too.
Blah, blah, blah. That's enough outta me.
I had great weekend plans, and they all got completely fucked at the last minute. My parents watched the Kill Bill dvd with me Thursday night, and they decided on Friday that they enjoyed it so much that, hey... FUCK my plans to go see it... they were going, and I was watching my brothers.
Oh, man. I haven't been that pissed off in ages. My temper is horrible. I try to stay slow to anger, and have worked very hard on thinking things through WHILE I'm angry, since losing someone VERY important to me because of it. If something makes me REALLY angry, though, there's not a damn thing that can stand in my way. Danny had never seen me throw something across my room and put a hole in the wall... told ya it'd been a long time... it was too cute, he hid in his bed. I felt bad for freaking him out, that's the only reason I calmed down.
I love my boy; he's going to be TWO on May 3!
Gotta make plans for my sweetie's hatchday!
So I skipped lots of school this week, the stress was just getting to me. Work has been great, though. They paid me on Wednesday for my first three weeks - just handed me $300 cash. Since I could finally afford new clothes, I now rock a kickass Gryffindor shirt, and one that says "Through dangers untold and hardships unumbered, I have fought my way here to the castle beyond the Goblin City to take back the child that you have stolen." I'd say name that movie, but who can't? Huzzah!
I was going to talk about all the quirks of my job... which I've come to find out is really the best possible job in the world for me... but I guess I had more to ramble about than I thought. My plans for tonight fell through, too, but I got to go see the movie. I'd already ruined some of the surprises for myself, and though it was completely different than the first movie, I really loved it, too.
Blah, blah, blah. That's enough outta me.
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Anyway, that sucks that Rasputina are not coming down there...they might still, cross yer fingers!
and thank you!!