kestrel

*** Someday... someday, I will find a profile picture I can stand for more than a week. Someday. ***

I have this dream... this hope for the reality of my not-so-distant future. It's so gorgeously appealing to me that, as I drift off to sleep, I can feel it there, and I wake thinking that's where I am for a few seconds. And then I have to spend my entire day in between thinking about how I can't do a DAMN thing to make it happen any sooner. Not having anything to actually do makes it nineteen times worse. I may end up killing myself when I don't even have school, next week. It has to get worse before it gets better.

I reread Kushiel's Dart in six days, which makes me amazingly proud. The first time I read it, a couple years ago, I got lost and put it down for six months. I picked it back up only when the second book came out, and missed so much. It was truly marvelous the second time. So I plan to go through Kushiel's Chosen next week, and Kushiel's Avatar will go with me to Florida the week after. I love these books.

I'm sure I'll get used to the new features, as always (though I still hate the main page). I added a folder for Danny, and decided to stick in another picture of my moose and I (*** and one of my brother and I being anime dorks, as usual ***).

And, contrary to my previous resolve, I've been QUITE enjoying the soundtrack to
Wicked, the Musical. See it if you can, I wish I could. But why they made my favorite book into a musical, I'll never know... sure, the story is all fucked up, but the songs are great. I wanted to be in musicals, when I was little, but not being able to sing has kind of held me back. So I'll just dream now that I'm Elphaba...