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kestrel

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Tuesday Jan 20, 2004

Jan 20, 2004
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Alright, alright! New profile pic. You SILLY people! Thank you guys for not thinking I'm dorky. smile Or at least being perfectly okay with the fact that I am. love

Well, yesterday I had an official Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day. Nothing went right ALL day, and then the one thing I was looking forward to cheering me up went all to pieces, and I finally broke down and just sobbed. What really sent me going was telling my boyfriend that I'd had a horrid day, that I just wanted something to go right, and he just said "Okay" in that "what do you want me to do about it?" kind of way. *SOB*

I went to sleep fairly early, though, and in a much better mood, thanks to the absolute light of my life (my brother took that of him cuddling with me while I was sick and sleeping today). But I still woke up this morning feeling more physically ill than I think I have in my entire life. surreal

Fortunately, I pulled some SMOOTHE moves this morning that kept my life from being a million times worse than it already was. I passed out in the shower, but the moment I realized I was going to, I quickly sat down and put my back against the wall -- my great grandfather died after getting drunk and passing out in the shower. He hit his head on the faucet when he fell, burst an artery in the back of his head, and bled to death internally. I didn't know him, but I've heard the story a hundred times, and he may have saved my life this morning.

My mom helped me fumble into bed, and I tried to get ahold of my English teacher to say I wasn't coming in (that's what I'm supposed to do, anyway), but couldn't reach her. I somehow managed to find some Midol and down it, thinking it might take the knots out of my stomach, and sure enough, it allowed me to go to sleep, and wake up feeling tons better. My conclusion: Midol kills face-hugger eggs that have been hatching in your stomach (because you KNOW that's what happened).

Le sigh. I'm so shaky still, but everything's fine. I animated something for the first time ever in Flash class tonight! Such an improvement over my being able to do nothing at all. Sorry this one turned out so long!

Finally, MUCH LOVE to my dear Geraldine, who always makes me amazingly happy. love kiss blush Do any of you know just how freakin' awesome she is?! Here are some braided pigtals, JUST for her!

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machasha:
What an odd story about your grandfather for me to read at this moment. My father is an alcy...and last night he fell into the tub after taking a shower and then getting out. I ended up breaking in the door and pulled his bloody mess out of the tub, got him cleaned up and dressed and off to bed. I have never seen my dad nude until last night,,,nor have I had to clean up his blood.
Jan 22, 2004
ivy:
I give the pig tails a hearty thumbs up. smile

RYN: Secretary makes me so happy. I laugh until my stomach hurts, and never fail to get tremendously sappy at the end. Oh well, can't be the ice queen all the time. tongue
Jan 22, 2004

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