so, it really sucks going out to eat with two perfectly happy couples....and being the fifth wheel. don't get me wrong, i had a lot of fun, BUT, now that i'm back home and they are in their rooms doing whatever couples do in their rooms *smirk*, making me realize how lonely i am.
it's not that i even want a fucking girlfriend...someone to hang out with, go on dates, whatever...and i had that less than a month ago, and totally fucked it up. i was in one of those terrible moods that only come around once every five years and last for a couple weeks...well, i really needed someone to talk to, and i hated being alone...it just happened that both of my roomates were out of town for a week, and well, i called her too much, wanted to hang out too much, and pretty well made her think i was some obsessive piece of shit...which, i probably was then. anyway...a time machine would be great.
it's not that i even want a fucking girlfriend...someone to hang out with, go on dates, whatever...and i had that less than a month ago, and totally fucked it up. i was in one of those terrible moods that only come around once every five years and last for a couple weeks...well, i really needed someone to talk to, and i hated being alone...it just happened that both of my roomates were out of town for a week, and well, i called her too much, wanted to hang out too much, and pretty well made her think i was some obsessive piece of shit...which, i probably was then. anyway...a time machine would be great.
sunniapocalypse:
I'd loan you mine. but then you'd have her and I'd be stuck...
