So I'm feeling quite down and depressed today. Living with mental illness is such a stress sometimes, and I foren find myself having trouble even getting out of bed. I supposed the worst scenario isn't so much that a FEEL a constant stream of emotion and feelings (both mental and physical), but having nobody to reach out to. And the one person or pepper that should be caring and understanding aren't, and all they do is constantly judge me or throw it back in my face... Making me feel even more miserable than I already am. Granted I KNOW I shouldn't even have people like this in my life, but it's often easier said than done... All I ever ask is for patience and understanding, beg for forgiveness an pray that one day I can stop feeling this way... Wasting aways on a shoreline of sadness, and guilt...
Caio Bella's
Xoxo
