Going to mother's for a few days. Going to help with my brother who is in hospital and has been for several days. He is not doing well. I hope I can be strong for her and him. I am still in a shambles. Had a major "pity party" for myself last night...was really bad. Cried for several hours and screamed out my fears and...
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karalynn:
Still thinking of you.
ladywook:
thinking of you as well. take care, hun 
My wife asked me for a hand-parting today. She does not want to divorce until I get a job with benefits, so she wants a spiritual parting so she can start the new year independent of me. I feel like dying. I cannot do this at this time. My life is in shambles. I have nothing to look forward to. I have nothing to give...
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arete:
*hugs* you will get through this. it might seem impossible, but things will settle eventually.
karalynn:
Oh man. I just got around to reading everyones journal since I got the crud. This is awful news.
Did anything come of the letter? Did you send it?
Did anything come of the letter? Did you send it?
Went on a job interview. It went well and they seemed excited that I had experience doing the job they are advertising for...heard nothind definite yet...been over 48 hours and still no offer. Went to a temp agengy today and tested. All they have is for call centers (UGH!). I guess I will take what they can offer so I can get $$ flowing and...
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arete:
finding a job always sucks. but you'll be back on your feet and into your new routine in no time 
susannahjoy:
ickiness seems to be getting better, so no worries! right now i'm at the hacking stuff up part, but usually i'm completely better within a couple days of that. get it out of my system and all. and yeah, that's really gross, but eh, i dont care. i'm a gross person, what can i say
Ok. I'm tired of feeling this way-depressed. I need advice on what to do.
For those of you who have not followed my journal, my lover moved out in July after we have been together for over five years. She said we lost the ability to communicate over the years (1.5 to 2 she says). She lost her job in January and I supported her...
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For those of you who have not followed my journal, my lover moved out in July after we have been together for over five years. She said we lost the ability to communicate over the years (1.5 to 2 she says). She lost her job in January and I supported her...
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karalynn:
Get to a marriage counselor. You both will benifit even if things down work out in the long run.
Good luck. And feel free to talk anytime.
Good luck. And feel free to talk anytime.
poison:
I hate situations like this. Life is so depressing. In your case I would say that it isn't good to give up so easily. If it's something worth fighting for, fight for it tooth and nail. If you don't, you may regret if for the rest of your life. Good luck sweety.
Well....Dr released me to drive and go to work. Also got the staples out. NOW I get to go look for a job. Have some prospects...best is to go to a temp agency to get $$ until I can find something better. Here's hoping.
Gwyddion
Gwyddion
neyrissa:
*hugs*
Glad you feel better! I'm getting there, myself!
I'm just trying to remind myself that people break up for a reason. *shrug* People grow apart...I hope that's not what's happening, but most likely it is.
As much as I'd want him back, the fact that we broke up for a reason would always be on my mind...
Maybe it's better this way? For you, I mean? Instead of thinking of the past, live on, into the present, and future...
*hugs*
Glad you feel better! I'm getting there, myself!
I'm just trying to remind myself that people break up for a reason. *shrug* People grow apart...I hope that's not what's happening, but most likely it is.
As much as I'd want him back, the fact that we broke up for a reason would always be on my mind...
Maybe it's better this way? For you, I mean? Instead of thinking of the past, live on, into the present, and future...
*hugs*
Well....due to financial reasons, my last day here will be on 12.09.04. I have to cancel my membership to save money-surgery, no job, no prospects-I have to cut back.
Anyone who is interested in keeping in touch-my email addy is keltdruid65@yahoo.com. Best way to keep up w me. I will be here until then, but after Dec 9th-no more! I have enjoyed my time here...
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Anyone who is interested in keeping in touch-my email addy is keltdruid65@yahoo.com. Best way to keep up w me. I will be here until then, but after Dec 9th-no more! I have enjoyed my time here...
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_catalyst_:
I know of a diet and supplement program that has changed everyone's life who's tried it...Including mine and my close friends...I feel pressed to pass the info along to you as I am confident it will help you with your recovery...
I don't want to preach, only share. The book that started it all...
If you want you can check out my ramblings here...
Peace
I don't want to preach, only share. The book that started it all...
If you want you can check out my ramblings here...
Peace
karalynn:
Hi Sweets,
feel free to write me whatever you want. ok?
Still keeping you in my thoughts.
Brightest Blessings,
KaraLynn
feel free to write me whatever you want. ok?
Still keeping you in my thoughts.
Brightest Blessings,
KaraLynn
Home from Hospital yesterday. Still sore and dealing with the depression set on by too much morphine. I am doing ok and thanks to all of you who have sent me healing and well wishes. Mother here until friday and then I am on my own. I am sure there is a plan here-just can't see it. Just really down today-not sure why.
Gwyddion
Gwyddion
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susannahjoy:
what were you in the hostpital for? and where are you from?
ladywook:
Glad you are doing ok. I wish you a speedy recovery
BB
BB
Wheee! Started my all liquid diet today for the prep for surgery. Can't eat anything solid for 48 hours prior and a whole bunch of medications for prep. I am looking at this as positively as possible: I will be over this shit bag and then I can get on with my life...It helps very little. Well...better "Mother proof" the house-i.e. get the porn, cat-o-nines,...
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karalynn:
Hope you are doing ok. Keep us posted please.
arete:
aww, i'm glad your mom is there for you. i hope by today you're feeling better.
Well.. I've added some pix of me in my "pictures" file in case any of you want to know what I look like.
Gwyddion
Gwyddion
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karalynn:
Yeah now we can see who we are talking too.
Hope life is treating you well.
Hope life is treating you well.
karalynn:
Dang dude.
Ever feel like you get "bitch slapped" by the Universe every once in a while.
Hope things go better soon.
Ever feel like you get "bitch slapped" by the Universe every once in a while.
Hope things go better soon.
Well....things seem to be getting some better. A friend of mine and her husband who are Reiki masters and she is a massage therapist worked on me for over 2 1/2 hours today and I feel so much better.
Tomorrow, the "former" I mentioned in an earlier post and I are to go out to the local Goth night at a club and just have...
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bloodyhammer:
I dunno if my last post was much of a pep talk, as it was to introduce myself and say hello, and let you know that there are people out here who are and have gone through tough times as well. But, i'm glad if it lifted your spirits a little. I'm happy to hear things are looking up for you. I wish you well and hope your good fortune continues in the future. Take care.
p.s. A good goth club sounds like fun.
-Michael
[Edited on Sep 19, 2004 10:09PM]
p.s. A good goth club sounds like fun.
-Michael
[Edited on Sep 19, 2004 10:09PM]
karalynn:
sounds like you are finding balance. Happy to hear it.
Here is to a good week ahead.
Here is to a good week ahead.