Bored, bored, bored, bored. I hate fucking holidays.
Woo-hoo!! Got a job. It is not for alot of money, but it will help and it will give me something to do. I can always look while I work there. 
xynotz:
thanks for paying for me to sit around on my buttocks.
jk
i am gainfully employed as well.
jk
i am gainfully employed as well.
emmy_mayhem:
CONGRATS!!!
I HATE waiting on others to do what they say they will. i am DESPIRATELY looking for a job. Been unemployed since September this year. Interviewed with so many people and doing the corp. bs lines to get them to hire me as their latest lap dog. Waiting for the propective employer to call a former employer to verify I worked there. No snags except...
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arete:
interviews are the worst. they're just like acting in a play- sell yourself out and tell them what they want to hear 
i know it sucks. hope everything goes well
i know it sucks. hope everything goes well
emmy_mayhem:
hang in there. 2005 is just around the corner.
i currently work in call center, so i know how important praise can be. im calling back once i get my bill.
i currently work in call center, so i know how important praise can be. im calling back once i get my bill.
Patrick, my brother, died Sunday morning a little before 400. Going to Mother's and see what needs to be done...
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ponette:
I'm so sorry to hear this news. I'll be thinking of you this week. Sending peaceful hope your way.
ladywook:
just saw the news, really sorry to hear that for you, hun
::big higs and kisses::
::big higs and kisses::
Went to the dr today. She put me on a higher dose of Zoloft while she lessens the paxil. She suggested that I commit myself to a mental hospital for a week or two. Not sure about that. want to try the meds and counseling and see what happens. Being committed makes me feel that I would be an utter failure and cannto handle this....
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ladywook:
Try the new meds and see how it goes. Remember that no matter what, its best to keep chin up, at the very least for your daughter, do it for her, hun, she'll always need you. And as for the mental hospital, I am with you, I would have my reservations about that. Maybe increased counseling but not that, I would think, then again I am not you, nor am I a doc
I hope these meds work out, sometimes it just about finding the right combination
Thanks for chatting with me the other day, was good fun. Hope we can do it again in the future
Thinking of you, hun ::hugs::
I hope these meds work out, sometimes it just about finding the right combination
Thanks for chatting with me the other day, was good fun. Hope we can do it again in the future
Thinking of you, hun ::hugs::
susannahjoy:
i've been hospitalized a couple times. once cuz i tried to kill myself (kinda, i didnt really want to, it was a spur of the moment fuck you to my ex), and another time for anorexia. it's not as bad as you'd think. you just have to have a good attitude about it and actually want to be helped. then it can make a HUGE positive impact. still though, it might be better to try the meds for a couple weeks and see how that works, but then i'd follow my therapist's advice. at least, if you have a good one i'd try it.
Was so depressed Sunday night I called suicide hotline and spoke to someone for over 2 hours. I went to someone who can help me through their organization with money and counseling. Was so upset Monday I did not go to a job interview. Went on an interview today. Went well and I hope I get the job, even though it is for something I...
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Dear Lord and Lady! Have I not suffered enough for YOU? Hannah was so cold and disassociated when she picked up Rhi. She said nothing about the letter I sent nor about the letter she sent me. I felt as if she did not know who I was. I am thinking about going to a Goth Night at a local club to see if she...
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ponette:
Well... what happened?
Chin up!
Chin up!
karalynn:
Any more recent news? Maybe better news?
Wish there was something more to do from over the pond than just worry.
Wish there was something more to do from over the pond than just worry.
My daughter's school called today to say that she was sick and I picked her up. Found out that she is changing schools and today was her last day. her mother (Hannah) has not told me this. It is closer to where they moved to but I think it would be best for Rhiannon (the daughter) to stay where she is: Too much going on...
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karalynn:
Thinking about you.
ponette:
Thanks for the encouragement.
I do hope everything went OK with Hannah.
I do hope everything went OK with Hannah.
Still doing the job hunt thing. Sent out six resumes yesterday and sent another today and called ANOTHER temp agency. Brother is off of the respirator and sitting in a nearby chair in his room st times. They are moving him out of ICU and into a less guarded ward. Hope it goes well. I just know that the man i knew as my brother...
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karalynn:
Good luck in the Job Hunt!!!! I'm glad to hear your brother is recovering that is really great. Last year about this time my father got sick and was in a Coma. It was a really difficult experiance on us. My thoughts are with you.
Thanks for the Kudos on my new skates. After the crap election I needed something to boost my spirits so I was bad and bought myself some happiness,Skates, candy, silly socks, silly undies and a couple CDs eeek it looks really bad all written out like that.
Thanks for the Kudos on my new skates. After the crap election I needed something to boost my spirits so I was bad and bought myself some happiness,Skates, candy, silly socks, silly undies and a couple CDs eeek it looks really bad all written out like that.
So dissappointed in the election results. Fout more years of stupidity...
boheme:
yes, brother . . . it is for shit . . .
how you doing, hun?