UGH!!! I am so sad. I hate my life. I hate the job I have to prostitute myself out to. I hate the New Year already.
Had a friend over for New Year's and she was so depressed. Went to another friend's house. That was fun, but came home and the depressed friend ended up staying the night. Up until 4am. Then NY's day I...
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Had a friend over for New Year's and she was so depressed. Went to another friend's house. That was fun, but came home and the depressed friend ended up staying the night. Up until 4am. Then NY's day I...
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I HATE fucking New Year's!! Work was over booked, so they told me to go home. Was wanting to work to keep my mind off of things. Oh well...
New Year's Eve was when SHE and I got together for the first time, six years ago today. She invited me over then and we were a couple from then on out. Sigh.
Here's to hoping...
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New Year's Eve was when SHE and I got together for the first time, six years ago today. She invited me over then and we were a couple from then on out. Sigh.
Here's to hoping...
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susannahjoy:
damn holidays. i hate them. hopefully yours gets better!!! is there anything that you've been putting off that you can do? that usually makes me feel better.
laurannahidabing:
The only way to make the New Year better is on your own. My holidays went badly as well. I feel that the stress and pressure of it all brings out the worst in people.
Next year... Buy nothing christmas..... New Years with my best friend, and the resolution of PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYing.
Next year... Buy nothing christmas..... New Years with my best friend, and the resolution of PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYing.
Haven't updated in a while. Here goes:
Job sucks. It pays most of the bills though.
Holidays sucked. I could not be around the family when presents were passed out. I went and hid in Mum's room and watched telly until they were done. I cried driving home. I expect that New year's won't be any better...I have to work until midnight.
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Job sucks. It pays most of the bills though.
Holidays sucked. I could not be around the family when presents were passed out. I went and hid in Mum's room and watched telly until they were done. I cried driving home. I expect that New year's won't be any better...I have to work until midnight.
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lillithvain:
War stories hu? Your on!
Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!
Blessed Yule to all my friends. 
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alienprincess:
loosing Baby, (that was my dog's name) was also kind of like loosing an elderly relative-- she's now at peace--- but it's funny how a really smart/people friendly dog can be like a child. Baby was totally a family member.
lillithvain:
Thanks so much for the nice comment you left on my set!!!
psstt...red is my actual hair color...
I hope you had a happy holiday season!
psstt...red is my actual hair color...
I hope you had a happy holiday season!DUDE!! Needing a few days to rest. Had a HUGE birthday bash at the house Friday night and then went to a Yule party Saturday night. Both were mindblowing, but I was told my bash was better and more fun. WOO-HOO!!!
Thanks to all who wished me well on my b-day. I think I wrote all of you back. If not, sorry-my bad.
Thanks to all who wished me well on my b-day. I think I wrote all of you back. If not, sorry-my bad.
arete:
yay! good birthday = good year coming up
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[Edited on Dec 14, 2004 7:30PM]
karalynn:
Our coven Yule is Sunday.
Happy Weekend.
Happy Weekend.
the ex came to get the rest of her shit...She said that she had an 8yr old crying because they were putting up their Yule tree and she did not have her decorations to put on the tree. I told her this could have been avoided if she came Sat to get it like I suggested. I told her to leave the attitude and chaos...
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laurannahidabing:
happy birthday, It sucks that you won't be able to see her daughter, once she realizes how important a father figure is to a child she'll most likely do something to fill the void, especially when it's filled someone who cares. 
ladywook:
you know we love u here, hun, and best wishes are always in order
Gods! i am so over it!! I caNNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE...if the gods want me to continue their work...i need a fucking break. i cannot continue the work like this. my car, which we thought was fixed, quit on me for the past two days...i face ANOTHER birthday alone...holidays are fucking killing me...job SUX...ex wants to come over tomorrow and get the rest of her...
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neyrissa:
I'm so sorry you're feelign shit. *hugs*
Read back what you said to me in my journal. The same goes for you.
Once she comes over and picks up her stuff, you don't have to deal with her anymore. That's it. Time to move on, new chapter. You'll love it, eventually, I promise.
Read back what you said to me in my journal. The same goes for you.
Once she comes over and picks up her stuff, you don't have to deal with her anymore. That's it. Time to move on, new chapter. You'll love it, eventually, I promise.
arricura:
*hugs*
I'm sorry you're going through this.
New beginnings are nice if you allow them to be, remember that life is not a series of things that happens to you, it's a series of reactions. How you react to everything determines life.
Easier said than done, i know, but it has helped to make me feel somewhat in control when i'm in the middle of a shitstorm...
I'm sorry you're going through this.
New beginnings are nice if you allow them to be, remember that life is not a series of things that happens to you, it's a series of reactions. How you react to everything determines life.
Easier said than done, i know, but it has helped to make me feel somewhat in control when i'm in the middle of a shitstorm...
shitty...that is how i feel. i am so lonely and am tired of feeling alone. i am so depressed. my birthday is in a week and i feel like such a loser and useless.
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karalynn:
Sorry you are feeling so bad. 
neyrissa:
*big huge hug*
You know I'm here for you.
You know I'm here for you.
Why do memories return to us? Like a spectre from a Victorian Gothic novel, they stalk us and then prey upon us until we are left naught but a shell of ourselves. Try as we might, there is no talisman to stop thier relentless attacks on our psyche. We struggle to be heroic, but in the end fail as we are left to ourselves and...
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ladywook:
how are you getting on at your new job, hun?
ladywook:
i know, call centers suck. i have worked in 3 different ones, and no doubt i am headed to one in the near future. at least it gives you something different to think about...and you can now bitch about your job to all the unemployed folk
Not sure what I am gonna do today. last two days of freedom before I start my job...yippie (bleh). Thinking of looking up an ex and popping in at her work... she is an exotic dancer. Beautiful, smart, witty-only prob she is a little self centered and sometimes does not think of others with her actions. Classic example: We were to meet for Indian food...
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lillithvain:
Um... doesn't sound like a good relationship, but looking at hot girls is lots of fun.
Enjoy the shaking and gyrating!!! I would!
Hope you had a wonderful weekend!!
Enjoy the shaking and gyrating!!! I would!
Hope you had a wonderful weekend!!
ponette:
Congrats on the new job!
xoxo